//my cosy space of thots//
Saturday, January 12, 2008
Being alone isn't that easy, especially so when u're performing duty.

Unknowingly, i've realised my ears could no longer tolerate silence easily when darkness creeps in somehow, sometimes. Perhaps my mind has submitted to its perfunctory desolation once again, which is rather not uncommon when i'm stuck in my no.4 at some alien compound coined army camp. Most duty nights can either be a nasty fight between my slipper n cockroaches purveying from the male toilet, at a rate depending on how scrumptious r our meals; or some flies of variating species boasting their presence all around while ignoring mine. If that's not enough, the occassional howling of stray dogs did successfully help spark off further irritations down my nerves.

Nways. just a day ago heralded the 1 yr anniversary of this most uninteresting fragment of my life. What can i say? Life's boredom at its fullest. With unpredictability exercising its almighty prowess along the journey of us NSFs, i suppose it's still quite early to harvest n conclude my thots, be it the demeriting or bitching of specific military personals. xp

But then again, i do need some aspects of this living. At least the soul embittered under the toilsome regime of education for the past few yrs has got a few percentage pts moderately revived, thou at the expense of becoming (a lil' bit) dumb to anything academically.

Ahm, my initial desire of this entry was to muse bout sth rather philosophical (if the attempt doesn't fail) actually, but the ultra-serenity surrounding mi had decentralised my this wish into mere futility, n certainly hastened the need for mi to head for the bunk bed anytime soon.

Funny.. when focusing for mi remains implausible as ever when it's too noisy or quiet. i guess i need the stray dogs now.

escorted; - 12:19 AM;

The Facade.

Who, Me?
A fun-loving person
An occasional sentimentalist;
Simple but haphazard
Trust others easily
so be a good friend for me,
or an adroit liar at the very least
Treat mi with whatever fits ur desire,
And receive the same, u shall without denial
Smile, cause believe it or not
this is't ur typical reality,
this is my obstinate chaos.
Ur Mourns.



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