//my cosy space of thots//
Monday, November 1, 2010
今年你过得怎么样？

新的一年还没到来，提这问题似乎太早了。不过我也没在每年的终点回顾我已消逝一年的人生，因此问题所设定的时框也不算太重要，就当是不定期的自问自答吧。

我呢，承认今年的心情是十分低落的，大概比08年金融风暴时期普遍职业人士的情绪还要低一点。（我在那年也是在打工领薪水的！）好笑的是，低落的原因跟未来的事业有关，并不出现在现阶段的学业，即使我在利用读书时间来泡蘑菇，写写蘑菇。我相信一个人的自信心即使陷入谷底，也会有死灰复燃的迹象。反正我赖皮不自杀，这世界能拿我怎样？就算自杀了，大概也和自信没太大关联。本地报纸报道自杀消息时，我常常会无动于衷，最近的印尼火山爆发及海啸所造成的伤亡人数，远超过发生在本地的死亡事件，为了每个伤亡事件悲哀，那要如何体现儒家近亲远疏的道理？（如果你奉信的话）

如今，快-狠-准，是正在拖垮我走向成功的残缺，因此需要再接再厉。（所以“走”应换写成“跑”）所以大家，如果你今年过得不好的话，记得早点自问自答，然后趁今年还没完为由，再去把今年完成得好一点吧！


“寻找一个对我而言是真理的真理，寻找一个我愿意为它而活，为它而死的理念”

丹麦存在主义哲学家-索伦。克尔凯郭尔

escorted; - 7:52 PM;

The Facade.

Who, Me?
A fun-loving person
An occasional sentimentalist;
Simple but haphazard
Trust others easily
so be a good friend for me,
or an adroit liar at the very least
Treat mi with whatever fits ur desire,
And receive the same, u shall without denial
Smile, cause believe it or not
this is't ur typical reality,
this is my obstinate chaos.
Ur Mourns.



Hear My Inferno.
Other Dimensions
Me
Ben
Boon Han
Chang Sheng
De Shun
Desmond
Glyn
Jason
Jonathan
Kenny
Ke Jun
Liu Yun
Miao Yu
Min Hui
Si Min
Si Ying
SYCO
Tiny
Wei Shi
Xiao Tai Zi
Yu Zhi

Resurrect the Past.
May 2007; June 2007; July 2007; August 2007; September 2007; October 2007; November 2007; December 2007; January 2008; February 2008; March 2008; April 2008; May 2008; June 2008; July 2008; August 2008; October 2008; November 2008; December 2008; January 2009; March 2009; April 2009; May 2009; July 2009; August 2009; September 2009; October 2009; November 2009; December 2009; January 2010; March 2010; May 2010; November 2010;