//my cosy space of thots//
Wednesday, October 29, 2008

I won't call this a tribute entry towards someone whom i noe; but had never seen since my army pop day, but it somehow triggers my thought to initiate this entry. (other than the fact that the algae life sometimes just suffocate my cell to think and journalize) This ain't long, but i guess it's thoughtful in a condensed way to me. Before that, it would be clearer if i reveal that 1 of my section mate i knew during my bmt times had passed away last week due to a bike incident.

Of course it's kind of sad to know someone that u know of and were closely living with you before before his leaving, but somehow it's more of pity than sorrow in me that i felt for him. Perhaps it's quite understandable that i haven't caught a single sight him for 1yr plus. But imagine when we as a platoon, no matter how scattered as pieces we are at various army camps, would be ording in less than 2 WEEKS times. ( i guess the statement is just as appropriate enough to resonate and evoke the mixed feelings in those who are currently or have completed their ns liability) I mean, the plans you have made after ns, the dreams you dare yourself to pursue after ns, the life you want to change and secure after ns, all those conformist thoughts or idealist aspirations; all of a sudden, gone, full stop

Naturally, i'm unsure if he had lived his life well to the fullest before his passing.. but 1 thing i sure hope was he had no idea that his death was ringing upon him at that fateful hour. It'll probably ease off the unnecessary pain and kills the chance for him to even notice.. I guess it's better if you aren't given the chance to think before you pass away, rather than suffering painfully with so much things revolving round your head. But on the plain note of respect, i shall cease to talk about it here.

No matter what, may tranquility be with your afterlife, 1103.

escorted; - 12:03 AM;

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