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Friday, November 23, 2007

冬天来了，
她的脚跟驾驭着冷风，刮起无数的草木花纱。
稀沙雨点为她轻打着节拍，
塔。。忽。。。塔。。
她随着雷鼓似强似弱的击声，翩翩起舞，
调皮的步伐，永恒住天真的那一刹那。

冬天来了，泪水是她目送晚秋的悲凉，
夕烟围绕朦云袅袅直上，试着擦去她黯淡的哀伤。
冰冷的寒气将她泪水凝固，
凝固成淡淡的洁白粉刷，漆洒在已枯黄的天然上。
她默默地付出，只想掩盖我们对大地肆意的贱踏，
但人类无视她的付出，恼怒她取走温暖，
专挑鸡蛋里的骨头，铺张着无尽的自我。

冬天来了，期盼玩雪的他不禁踌躇着。
年复一年的来回，也不过是多一次的来回。
他明白她再多的不懈，再多的努力，
双手建造起来的白色王国，也必然瓦解于春天的到来。

他知道她对人类的失望，他很想帮助她。
但懵懂的空想，总失足于时间的流失上。
又有多少能睹上现状，去改变这一切的一切。
多想改变的思想，多么坚固的意志，
悬在现实的悬崖边，只会赤裸裸地崩落。
因此他宁愿一步一脚印地走，走在她处罚人类的暴风雪中，
告诉已残灼苟喘的她，他还是很珍惜着冬天；她的一切。

冬天来了，
雪依旧不停地下，他依旧不停地前进，
在那辽阔的雪地上，他伫立了一个小雪人。
只希望她在那短暂的小生命消逝前，
看见他为它露出的那一丝，洁白微笑。

+"Hiro Mizutani & Yasuharu Takanashi- Chiisana Shiawase"+

escorted; - 10:15 AM;

Wednesday, November 21, 2007

1 Sex Issue

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*I'm putting title on this entry in case any minor reads the content below which is inappropriate for their age. But if U wanna know more, i dun mind actually. =]

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Why would anyone classify phone sex as part of gratifying one's sexual desires?

And no, it's not as if i woke up this morning and suddenly decided to ponder on this pro-matured question, but it just so happened that google included a live phone sex webby in the results page, when i was just searching for "handphones". -.-

I guess a general search is a no-no in the virtual world today, the results are more than often sexually provoking, seriously.

As i was saying, yes, phone-sex. I'm assuming those who's reading this now knows what phone-sex is, that is having sex with ur partner thru' a communicable device w/o actually having him/her/it physically by ur side. So less the humps n bumps, the next best thingy that one can get is just, sounds. Ranging from terse moans like "argh." to frivolously elongated groans like "AHrgGghhHhhhhGhh~~~~!!!", climax is thus gradually elevated to the perk thru exchanges of louder n longer groans until the arrow rests on the maximum tension on the bow, at the mercy of the one ready to shoot it. And there u have it, sex.

not this kind, thank u

...my ass. Not even.

I dun work in the Department of Statistics so i dun hold the exact figure of the no. of s'poreans who does regular phone-sex. (which i dun think they do collect this kind of data) But even if they do, i dun think the number is a lot. And the majority of that minority, in my hypothetical judgement, are those who are diffident of both the looks of them n their partners.

(For example, imagine liang si-mei n gene snitsky having sex together, assuming liang si-mei is a biological female.)

...
omg.

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Sorry to those who incorporates phone-sex as part n parcel of their sexual lifestyle, but i find it rather MEANINGLESS. Sex with imagination should more or less be accompanied with some physical intimacy, or one can just blindfold him/herself n masterbate in front of animal planet, some of these sounds made by those mating animals are more sensually tentalizing than ours, sad to say. x[

how's that for u darl~?

Another reason, apart from mi disliking phone-sex personally, is due to the aims of those who perform it. Being unable to satisfy their partners physically, they decided to toy with their emotive side instead. By granting them nothing but lewd sounds n breath, the imagination of either side is let loose to their wildest sides. After all, sex is all about fantisizing, at least with love to mi la.

But that doesn't justifies the reason one can avoid improving him/her sex appeal on the tangible aspect, especially if one adopts phone-sex significantly over actual ones.

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*The 1900-wanxx-fuxx-you numbers u see almost everyday in magazines? That's 1 classic example i'm referring to.

Sure, tell mi there may be ppl that are ok or above-average looking who just work in this for extra bucks, but it's the silly minds of those who dial the number that have created this demand, so it falls out of this topic of discussion.

N there may also be those who are (almost) perfect from head to toes in terms of appearance working in those lines, but imagine ppl like Pamela Anderson or Antonio Sabato Jr. with million dollar boobs n butts hiding themselves at some desolate corner working with a phone by the side? Spare mi the fairy-tale leh.

hey there, wanna gOOgle with mi?

How nice, when u can avoid training those biceps to maintain that desired position u see yourself in doing it with ur partner, as long as u have a sexy voice.

How nice, if she can just laze around n let those fats accumulate themselves happily in the waist region until her mother realises that her daughter has already turned into a gargantuan ball of lard, AS LONG AS she has a sexy voice.

My point is, try a bit harder can. There's no uglier woman than lazy ones, even the prostitutes are working harder, so why capitalise solely on the voice?

In any case, i think the government should impose a ban on phone-sex, since it contributes nothing +ve towards the birth rate here in S'pore, and is against the natural law of reproduction. They criminalise gay sex partly on this ground, why not phone-sex nway.

Then again, for those who likes ps not for its commercial purpose, pardon mi if u find my opinion affronting.

.....

But i still find it meaningless.

escorted; - 2:39 AM;

Thursday, November 1, 2007

found some interesting pics,

these non-animated pics illustrate the level of pressure that we facing. that is, the faster those particles move, the higher the pressure we are faced with right now.

most children n elders rarely see these pics move due to lesser or no pressure felt within them.

..but the funny thing is, the pic stops whenever i look stare hard/blankly into them. n it's possible i may be very pressurized n stare hard/blankly anyway, so i dun really catch the catch ...

heck, most imptly, an optimum amount of pressure drives us to do better but too~ much is detrimental to our health....

so stay relaxed everyone!
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btw, i'm bleached! x>

+"Yui: Life"+

escorted; - 10:58 PM;