scherzando non grazioso

115

2010-11-01T19:52:00.012+08:00

今年你过得怎么样？

新的一年还没到来，提这问题似乎太早了。不过我也没在每年的终点回顾我已消逝一年的人生，因此问题所设定的时框也不算太重要，就当是不定期的自问自答吧。

我呢，承认今年的心情是十分低落的，大概比08年金融风暴时期普遍职业人士的情绪还要低一点。（我在那年也是在打工领薪水的！）好笑的是，低落的原因跟未来的事业有关，并不出现在现阶段的学业，即使我在利用读书时间来泡蘑菇，写写蘑菇。我相信一个人的自信心即使陷入谷底，也会有死灰复燃的迹象。反正我赖皮不自杀，这世界能拿我怎样？就算自杀了，大概也和自信没太大关联。本地报纸报道自杀消息时，我常常会无动于衷，最近的印尼火山爆发及海啸所造成的伤亡人数，远超过发生在本地的死亡事件，为了每个伤亡事件悲哀，那要如何体现儒家近亲远疏的道理？（如果你奉信的话）

如今，快-狠-准，是正在拖垮我走向成功的残缺，因此需要再接再厉。（所以“走”应换写成“跑”）所以大家，如果你今年过得不好的话，记得早点自问自答，然后趁今年还没完为由，再去把今年完成得好一点吧！

“寻找一个对我而言是真理的真理，寻找一个我愿意为它而活，为它而死的理念”

丹麦存在主义哲学家-索伦。克尔凯郭尔

114th

2010-05-02T00:06:00.099+08:00

盯着眼前的考试表，
冷汗若隐若现。
名列前茅的持续，
仍是今日烦恼的主题。
旁人为了她的疲累苦心劝说，
她一一反驳，使之挥去；
毕竟，谁懂？

功课杂绪笔记试卷，依旧不断。
为了什么，
那纯粹的多虑，
或输不起的尊严？
她起身走去厕所，想躲开不必要的问号。

看着眼前的镜子，冷汗渐渐退息。
心中暗淡的某处，不小心地笑了；
笑她计划进行地好顺利。
然而一回神，却是最真实的恍惚。
她赶紧整了整头发，使之挥去。
”今晚得叫他再做两份试卷才行."
她对自己嘀咕着，略带自责的语调。
毕竟，谁懂？

113th

2010-03-04T00:20:00.019+08:00

无需价格标签的感觉，
比期待中更加昂贵。
美丽的感官刺激，
不及一起烹煮的惊险。
即便眼前的物品有多耀眼，
那寄放在你心中的那句老调，
你只要对我再说一声，
真的，足够我们相守至终。

111th

2010-01-31T00:54:00.048+08:00

一位柴夫的锈斧不小心掉进了湖里，
有个仙女从湖中升起，
问他弄丢的是金斧或是锈斧？
贫穷的农夫说是锈斧，
仙女把俩把都给了他。

一名商人听后故意把他的PAGER丢进了湖里,
有个仙女从湖中升起,
问他弄丢的是PAGER或是PDA？
富有的商人说是PDA，
仙女什么都没给他。

如此差别的待遇，
揪起商人心中的不甘。
他跑去找柴夫对质，
却发现柴夫住的地方，
早已兴起了一座巨大的矿金厂。

原来柴夫，早已读过故事的结局。
他不停地重施伎俩，
无非是吃定仙女的慈悲。

因此，渐渐地，
他左手紧握钞票，右手拿着mastercard。
他之前对社会不公的痛恨，
已成了他忘年的愚蠢思想。
他不再为生活的贫苦担忧，
只为他的理财不当而时感惆怅。
节俭朴素的腐化，
静静地沉淀在他物质的无底洞，
金碧辉亮的无底洞。

但偶尔偶尔，
他还会到湖边去弄丢一下锈斧，
以示贪图利己的便宜，
是个无可厚非的习性--那聪明的刻板象征。

110

2010-01-12T00:05:00.002+08:00

I think Santa ought to burn these dickheads' house down.

109th

2009-12-06T20:25:00.001+08:00

tried my best. no regrets.

108th

2009-11-26T23:13:00.013+08:00

有时静静地穿梭在人群之中，
旁观着虚假充诉流动的躯体们；
漂浮于侧流的我，
也开始怀疑我是假的真实性。
但存在与否的问题，
似乎在成功时才显得极其重要。
无为的我，是否只能听取迪卡尔的话，
以我思来测试我的存在？
那，倒也未必，
毕竟我的思考并不附带利润价值。
倒，也无所谓，
因为最近偶然的抬头，
才发现真实的感受，
原来比拥有它还来的无比珍切。 =]

107th

2009-11-16T01:50:00.004+08:00

Will the world end on 21st Dec 2012?

Seriously, who knows.
My religion's scripture spoke of an apocalypse too, but not of an exact date.
Yet I think the real questions should be:
what am I supposed to do if shits do happen?
what am I supposed to do if shits don't happen?
I would still live the life that I'm living now; regardless of the Mayan or Nostradamus's premonitory intelligence.

But probably,
I'll start living from now on with a cautionary reminder to enjoy myself a little bit more.

What it means is that I'll:
-Carry on with my good-guy attitude.
-study & slack interchangeably.
-involuntarily create lesser carbon foot-prints as a low-income earner.
-enjoy the company of my loved ones.
-chant faithfully for a heavy stone to directly popcorn my head during an Earthquake as part of the apocalypse ride. (certainly don't like being engulfed in tsunami nor die to see cruelty among humanity caused by famine)

I guess my will isn't that tedious nor tear-intriguing;
yet it certainly is a note of humor if i were to possibly review this entry on 22nd Dec 2012.

Not to mention a dying wish though:

C= Japan before 21 Dec 2012!!! =D

106th

2009-11-11T22:03:00.003+08:00

Really hate to forget my academic intentions naturally whenever i mozilla..

105th

2009-11-10T20:50:00.005+08:00

This cockroach has been lying outside my house,
4 days and counting..

Any blog-hopping cleaner auntie out there care to help? =\

104

2009-10-27T01:08:00.006+08:00

他夏了夏天，
也吓着了我。

渐渐觉得青峰有点在虐待文字，
文法语规傻傻分不清楚-读的人。
一向恩爱的词句组合突然闯入了第三者，
很雷，也很电。

虽然不要像张绍涵白白的空洞，
但咬文嚼字的过于独特性，
见到真实情感，
还是得叫他一声爸，吧。

103

2009-10-24T00:38:00.010+08:00

最近台湾出现了一则蛮离奇荒谬的社会事件，有必要出示之。

南市／家長控訴麥得國際心智研究機構　收費高、行為不當

更新日期:2009/10/21 19:29 記者莊漢昌／台南報導

一群台南市的學生家長，21日由市議員蔡旺詮陪同，出面控訴東區「麥得國際心智研究機構」的行為不當。他們表示，這個機構半年的收費動不動就數十萬，卻以「收心魔」、「激勵心志」為由，除了叫自己的小孩子吞火球、有時還會用藤條鞭打小孩、或是要小孩踩「碎玻璃」，甚至以公審方式，威嚇孩子不准告訴父母。

市議員蔡旺詮21日也要求市府相關單位，迅速對「麥得國際心智研究機構」聯合稽查，該開罰單就予以重罰。蔡旺詮隨後帶家長到市府找副市長洪正中，洪副市長表示，避免家長受到騷擾，請警察局派員保護家長，聯合稽查小組在近日內會到這家機構稽查；針對是否虐待儿童的部份，洪副市長也請社會處派社工到機構瞭解。

「麥得國際心智研究機構」的員工21日仍然照常上班，但被家長點名的機構負責人李寧及盧雅玲兩人則是避不見面，並未回應家長的指控。

(中央社記者張榮祥台南市22日電)台南市麥得國際心智研究機構遭指控以吞火等方式啟發小孩心智，收費動輒新台币數十萬元；市府今天調查發現，麥得機構資本額只有10萬元。

「頭腦想手強手不疼」　強逼5歲童劈木板

更新日期:2009/10/23 12:20

遭到家長指控的麥得研究機構，不只要學生吞火，甚至還強逼5歲的小男童徒手劈木板！在曝光的畫面中，一名小男孩站在舞台中央表演，老師跟家長跟著鼓譟大喊口號，彷彿像被集體催眠一樣，只不過小男童接連幾次都沒劈斷木板，這時自稱是「催眠大師」的李寧也急了，乾脆直接抓起小男童的手，用力往前推，木板應聲破裂，小男童也飽受驚嚇，當場大哭；儘管畫面充滿爭議，但還是有家長力挺，不覺得這樣的「震撼教育」有什麼問題。

學童：「加油！加油！」催眠大師李寧：「第一次測量，貫穿貫穿。」

在鼓譟聲中，5歲的吳小弟弟站在舞台中央，準備徒手劈木板。學童：「頭腦想，手強，手不疼。」

彷彿下了魔咒一樣，一旁的學員跟著附和，吳小弟弟硬著頭皮伸出右手，先在板子上瞄準位置，接著奮力一拍，沒想到板子動也不動，反倒是他自己差點站不穩。李寧：「吸氣，全力以赴。」吳小弟弟：「喝。」李寧：「根本沒用力，再來。」

再來一次，一樣沒有動靜，這時自稱是「催眠大師」的李寧，回頭看看台下，感覺很漏氣，趕緊抓起吳小弟弟的手使勁一推。李寧：「全力以赴。」吳小弟弟：「啪。」

木板破了，吳小弟弟也順勢摔了出去，實在是嚇壞了，表情呆滯，還忍不住哭了，但台下的家長卻很興奮，感覺上像是中樂透一樣，衝上台對著吳小弟弟又抱又親，彷彿像是集體催眠一樣，事後才覺得不可思議，儘管有人抗議，但也有人不覺得有問題。

力挺課程家長：「進步很多，獲得很多，我的家庭也有改善，改善了很多。」記者：「所以你還會讓小孩子來。」力挺課程家長：「會呀，這邊很好呀。」

激動反駁，直說這樣的震撼教育，根本不算什麼，而提供畫面的家長，更讓孩子繼續上課，力挺到底，但看看這個的場景，幾乎是強押小孩子徒手劈木板，究竟有沒有爭議？畫面會說話。

迫童吞火開發心智? 半年30萬

更新日期:2009/10/22 22:01

台南市麥得國際心智研究機構，遭到多名家長控訴，指稱他們繳了半年30萬的学费，讓孩子去上課，課程內容居然是吞火，扎針．家長坦言成果展時上看孩子表演吞火並沒有覺得不妥，而是事後發現孩子是在不人道的訓練之下完成這些高難度動作，才會出面指控。

這是去年小朋友參加麥得國際心智訓練課程之後的成果展錄影畫面，小朋友要呈現的學習成果居然是吞火眼睜睜的看著自己的小孩把火往嘴裏送，台下的家長居然鼓掌叫好．甚至還有小女生是被後面的老師壓著頭，抓著手，硬把火往嘴裏塞的，當時家長只是過去拍拍小女生。

事隔一年，家長卻出面指控這種訓練課程不人道，家長坦承付出半年30萬的高額學費時，就知道會有吞火這種課程，事後也沒覺得不妥，一直到親眼目睹小孩子被公審才覺得不能接受，家長說，都怪自己愛子心切，才會這麼相信業者的話，現在想要退費不成，出面指控還遭到黑道恐嚇，說要玉石俱焚．這堂昂貴課程，付出的代價，不只孩子受苦，也給了家長結結實實的教訓。(民視新聞曾依翔、鄭兆佐台南市報導)

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要说那些家长是爱子爱女爱到一种脑残的程度也不至于此，毕竟我怀疑那家“国际”机构（地图上的台湾的台南的唯一的一家），是利用催眠或类似方法来扭曲他们的理智，并且加上在不知情的情况下签下白纸黑字；我相信台湾的法律网并没有覆盖到这层心智式的犯罪手法，要讨回学费，除非要反向催眠那机构负责人，否则料是拿不回了。

设在台南市，是看衰当地商业规矩及当地低教育水平，但付出几十万的学费的这些家长们,肯定不是些低教育水平的农妇清洁工。

虽然我认为新加坡家长会在高学费的情况下穷极地发挥他们的理智，但为什么我们当今要孩子们异于常人是一个比如何让他们考到好成绩还来的重要的问题。

Guess what, being an objective news consumer, i've made the effort to go check out the webby of that education agency, and found out that their domain was non-existent anymore..

& that name was: http://www.mind-control.com.tw/

102th

2009-09-21T00:39:00.004+08:00

お母さんに聞いてから、信じられない。。。
君の顔が一度見たこともなくても、
君が作ったしんちゃんは僕の小さい時の笑顔を現れた。

いつも書店に行って、しんちゃんの行方を探して、
内容さえ段々おもしろくなくなってきたのに。
僕にこんな影響するかなぜかわかんない。

なんと言うのは僕の悲しみが消し去れなくて、
青春の記憶を甚だ占めた臼井せんせい、
天国にご冥福をお祈りします。
しんちゃんはいつまでも僕たちの心に永久、笑ってます。
　

101th

2009-09-14T23:55:00.005+08:00

My favourite piece of 古文 so far.. lol

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史记 <陈冠希列传>

陈公冠希者，江东上海府人也，龙额准目，骨骼清奇。冠希年尚垂髫，肆意狂放，不拘礼法，世人奇之。时有名士宋祖德者，见冠希，异其貌，讶然曰：“此子治世之情魔，乱世之淫棍也！”

冠希之父，岭表巨贾，家资亿万，然冠希少时父弃其母，携小蜜而去，独遗巨资与冠希。冠希遂得日糜金二千，恣意放浪，悠游裙钗之中，狎戏脂粉之间。

既弱冠，冠希携巨资而入梨园为伶，未几，声名鹊起，名动香江，粉丝甚众。香江梨园，佳丽甚众，纯女熟妇，万紫千红，环肥燕瘦，婆娑婀娜，浅笑轻颦，极尽瑰姘。冠希见之，怅恨良久，叹曰：“不入此间，不知天下佳丽何其多也！吾必一一御之！”左右皆笑，以为妄言，冠西太息曰：“嗟乎，燕雀安知鸿鹄之志哉？！”

时有丽姝曰钟氏欣桐者，或谓之“阿娇”。冠希见之，曰“吾必御之！” 或曰：“此女甚纯，常自比贞女烈妇，恐不可得也！” 冠希笑曰：“以貌取人，失之子羽。诸君徒知其貌，安知其底？！吾且为诸君尝之，诸君但作壁上观，温酒以待吾归！”遂入阿娇金屋，倾而，执阿娇亵衣以归，而镬酒尚温，左右皆拜服！或赞曰：“温酒之间，斩将夺旗，古有云长，今有冠希！”

冠希既得阿娇，意尤未平，偶遇熟妇曰张氏柏芝者，魂动心醉，情难自禁，遂提枪而往。或劝曰：“不可！阿娇很傻很天真，然此女黠甚，公今虽得之，异日恐受其害！”冠希不纳，拔枪而上，鼓而攻之，粉肠一现，柏芝束手！

冠希既收柏芝，遂欲如洪水，一发不可再收，终日游荡梨园，渔艳猎色，遇花弄花，见柳戏柳，半截粉肠，无孔不入，所御之女，虽罄南山之竹，难以数之。

冠西好画，尤嗜春宫，其御百女，皆以相机摄之，存之电脑，或邀朋共阅，或举杯独赏。后电脑崩坏，与修，冠西春宫遂泄。好事者闻之，以千金购之，散于网上，遂天崩地裂，百兽惊惶，中外侧目，香江鼎沸。夷人闻之，皆惊曰：“中国者，冠带之国，礼仪之邦，圣人之所在，而蛮荒之所慕也！孰知黄暴若此！”众女皆自危，或以千金购冠希之头。冠希闻之，急亡之东夷曰美立坚者，不敢复出。世人谓之曰“艳照门”。

阿娇、柏芝闻事泄，皆惶然。阿娇泣告世人曰：“很傻很天真”。柏芝之夫霆锋闻之，仰天叹曰：“吾识柏芝三十年矣，孰知其贱若此，反不如芙蓉姐姐也！”遂意欲休之。

是时，冠西身败名裂，梨园索冠希之财，社团购冠希之首。冠希途穷路尽，遂告天下曰：“某今退出香港梨园，永不复出！”众人乃罢。

或谓曰：“公何以自断后路？既出梨园，复能何为？”冠希笑曰：“此吾之计也！吾所誓出者，唯香江而已！浩浩中原，煌煌美夷，安得无为？今中原大豪张公纪中，已以千金聘吾饰西门庆矣，得无可乎？” 左右皆服之。

复五十年，冠希卒，终前曰：“吾纵横半世，阅女无数，所不得者，惟西施、貂禅、昭君、玉环而已！今吾死，虽上追九天，下穷九泉，终当觅而御之，方无恨矣！”言迄，大笑而卒，左右皆汗颜。既卒，谥曰“黄品源”。然世人叹冠希之才，皆尊之为“黄帝”，礼祀与轩辕氏同。

冠希既卒，一缕幽魂遂悠悠荡荡，度灌愁海，升离恨天，终至一所在，但见朱栏白石，绿树清溪，真是人迹希逢，飞尘不到，只见其中又走出几个仙子来，皆是荷袂蹁跹，羽衣飘舞，姣若春花，媚如秋月，回念当日所读之风月宝鉴，此地岂非太虚幻境，遂更名混世巛魔王，终日醉以灵酒，沁以仙茗，警以妙曲，行风月无边之事，正是:厚地高天，堪叹古今情不尽，痴男怨女，可怜风月债难偿.

太史公曰：“中国自和谐后，奇事纷呈，惊世骇俗者甚众，然黄暴若冠西者，未之有也！奈何冠希之生不逢国，设投身东瀛，安知不可为倭国宰辅乎？”

100th

2009-08-19T02:06:00.007+08:00

讲堂喃喃不断的咒语，

刺激着大脑覆我一片昏暗。

断断，续续，断断，续续。。

所谓心无尘念，魂脱俗世；仅此而已，

又何必大老远跑到印度的菩提树下呢？

99th

2009-08-08T00:44:00.023+08:00

A：真期待大学生活，不知藏有多少鲜花嫩草..
B：哎，大学的花草都经过人工培植，纯的很。
C：而且花儿都想进“富有”营养的温室，小草将来也会竞逐“富饶”的大地；
哪里会随便交配。。
A：那剩下来的呢？
C：被迫缴$7000的赏花年费咯。
A：...

————————————————

为什么移栽树木时要剪掉一些枝叶？

现今社会的读书，好像跟求取知识没什么关联了，
所以答案是无予置评。

98th

2009-07-27T23:01:00.007+08:00

中国武侠片的50条经典定律

1. 悦来客栈是古代最大的连锁客栈。……
2. 超级巨毒，解药，暗器都产自西域。
3. 平时朝夕相处的人，只要穿上夜行衣，再蒙个面纱，对方就不认识了。
4. 没用的小角色用的武功名字有很强的文学性和动物性，就是不大好用。
5. 长着超长白发+胡子的绝对是旷世高人，和他要拉好关系。
6. 英雄配一把好兵器，好到从不用去保养修理。
7. 在乱箭中，英雄要是不想死，就决不会死；万一中了箭，那也是因为一旁有大恶人挟持其亲人导致英雄分心
8. 一定要象征性的打几下，才出绝招，并喷着口水大叫：去死吧！！
9. 使出必杀技要做很花哨的动作，还要做上一两分钟，但敌人决不会乘机偷袭，尽管这是个好机会……
10. 高手都无视万有引力，到处乱飞且飞得飞快。不过要是赶远路，却会骑马。
11. 大侠套餐：2斤熟牛肉+上等女儿红。（悦来客栈长期供应……）
12. 好人从不下毒，坏人从不不下毒；但好人从不下毒却老被诬陷下毒，坏人从不不下毒却没人怀疑他。
13. 大侠想显示自己的修为，往往会捡起一根树枝将不知天高地厚的小角色打败，后来悦来客栈开始供应树枝
14. 在一条笔直的街道被人追杀，尽管有很多事要做，但弄翻两旁的小摊是最重要的！
15. 好人用暗器是形式所逼，多才多艺，一击必中；坏人用暗器是卑鄙无耻，旁门左道，扔死了都扔不中……
16. 坏人千心万苦扔中了，还会被好人忍着巨痛放倒，并喷着口水大叫：卑鄙！
17. 会有绝世佳人救起中暗器的英雄，日不久也生情……
18. 当时社会治安不好，人人佩带危险器械……
19. 菜市场杀猪的绝对是一胖子！！！！！
20. 绝世神兵被麻布一层一层裹紧，绝世神人也被麻布一层一层裹紧……
21. 主角一生坎坷或是一帆风顺，一生坎坷的会坎坷到死，一帆风顺的从不买彩票……
22. 所有人都很有钱，铜板很少出现，一张一张的银票比草纸还便宜。
23. （悦来客栈的）店小二知识渊博，有问（+钱）必答！
24. 有钱人姓金，钱；穷人叫二狗。好人坏人伪君子一听名字就知道。
25. 少林寺就1个方丈（老和尚那种8算）和1个徒弟厉害，其他都很菜。
26. 练秘籍要分性别，别如男的，女的，男女混合的，不男不女的……
27. 很喜欢在酒楼（悦来客栈）里闹事，先掀桌子，再摔椅子，最后才火拼。
28. 有时候可以一剑劈掉巨石，有时候却劈不掉一张八仙桌。
29. 英雄都很帅，大反派也很帅，龙套长相鲜明~
30. 经典台词：A：在下***，江湖人称****。
B：原来是***，久仰久仰。
A：不敢当不敢当……
31. 单挑是，“ 正义 ” 一方支撑不住了，就会喊人帮忙： “ 对付这种魔头，不用和他讲什么江湖道义，大家一起上！ ”
32. 打擂时，一定是翻个跟头上去的，再用30条的经典台词……
33. 螳螂拳经久不衰，太极拳只有2个人会…… .
34. 少林图书馆经常失窃……
35. 尽管高手可以用鼻子闻到敌人的气息，但在被偷听时，只有对方碰翻了什么东西才能察觉。
36. 被察觉的人往往在快被追上时扔闪光弹，并在这一段时间逃的比平时快10倍。
37. 都喜欢假死。
38. 一个人喝完闷酒一定会下暴雨。
39. 一下暴雨就会打并且只打一个雷。
40. 团体组合流行：四大?#，四大%￥，四大*（……
41. 拔剑时，有时会有剑气，有时会拔不出来……
42. 朝廷的大将军是坨屎，公公才是高手。
43. 总有那么一本书，剑，玉让人抢。
44. 拥有比网络更快的传播方式――嘴！
45. 没见过有谁上厕所，要是有的话，那是因为被下了泻药……
46. 妓院都是怡红院（我怀疑是悦来集团的子公司……）。
47. 发型高度定型，甩一甩就> 恢复（用潘婷的？）
48. 要么从小习武，要么从不习武，否则是成不了大器的。
49. 大侠胜利的方式只有2种：一招搞定或100，200，300招搞定……
50. 美女到处都是，这是最郁闷的……

and might i add,

51. Chinese Kung Fu Movies with english dubbing=funny shits.

right~?

pp

2009-07-05T02:21:00.019+08:00

Went to collect my taiwanese passport the other day..

Pic taken @ one angle.

Pic taken @ another angle.

————
何时来的执著，
唤醒心底对它的不舍.
是流行文化的熏陶，
或人文社会的热忱风情？
我将扫去的步迹，
是遗留在城市底的尘灰-没有干扰
不胜唏嘘也只在空幻之间。
忧闷，在潜意识中被悬吊着，
不甘眼见最后一条防线被冲破。
静躺在身后的残念，
真的带有绿洲的姿彩吗？
还是，根本是海市蜃楼的魅影，
默默地在一旁伺机着，突袭来往者的落寞。
枯厥在荒漠中的我，
除了前进，还有选择吗？

９６th

2009-05-31T01:09:00.004+08:00

Speculatively i am asserting.. North Korea has no plans to cause any tangible damages to the world around it.

Kim may be just trying to display his military merchandises as workable weapons, not to us, but to those who intend to purchase them. After all, he hasn't been servicing his weapons lately due to the 6-parties talk, how do the mentally unstable buyers know whether they are not going to purchase potentially defective goods?

Economic and humanistic aid aren't workable options for Kim as he would be rendered another copy of the Zimbabwean President not worth appearing on our daily newspapers, which could gradually push his regime to the brink of implosion should his nuclear arsenal be completely dismantled. So what for surrendering your trump card back to the dealer? It's 50-50s of chances.

For the ordinary North Koreans, it could mean a more shitty time ahead.

For Kim, It may mean more limelight deflecting from his black eyeglasses, plus the addition of proxy accounts with the monies in them. All in the name of Demonic Kim's Republic of North Korea.

Let's hope the missile tests fail terribly, in the meantime.

95th

2009-05-29T00:51:00.006+08:00

Nope, he's not gonna save us.. .
but he has saved my fucked up day =]

but the 3D glasses are real uncomfortable, it's time for them to invent some 3D eye contacts soon..

94th

2009-05-27T00:21:00.011+08:00

無從尋覓最近憂鬱的根原，
總覺得有種愚笨在我身旁鬼祟著。
笨笨地要我腦袋空空，
去充份消化些花言巧語為花言巧語。
它試圖要墮落我，
還是想勸告我？
不懂，憂鬱也從此刻起。
畢竟傷害已造成，
我已不是井底的那只，
把世界看作很簡單的小青蛙了。

93th

2009-05-02T22:54:00.017+08:00

从前就蛮欣赏它的味道，
觉得它有股朴实的麦草香。
其独特口感不居香港奶茶之下。
浓厚的奶香在口里柔滑着，
不忘带点轻浮的诱惑，
令我使劲地把拿空气交换瓶中的陶醉。
上瘾了，也加重期许了吧。
两块两毛半打折变块三时，
心里开始慌了。
不知是在体现金融风暴的机会成本，
还是另一典型厂商的降质行销手段。
总之，在喝完第一口时，完了：

“又是个牺牲品质的鸡歪茶商。。
又是条走向企业化而不顾一切的糊涂虫。。”

内心在独语时，却没为苛刻现实落点泪，
仅让微弱叹息声缠绕住变了味的失望。
不复返的奶茶味啊，
如今将成为家喻户晓的奶水牌子。

也罢，
只能让附近的kopitiam uncle多赚一块钱吧。

MINESHINE 下台！！

' Leona Lewis- Run'

92th

2009-04-10T17:46:00.047+08:00

Hong Kong Flower Exhibition 2009

I've thot that this is quite worthy to blog, as it is of extreme rareness that this environmental friendly exhibition got to showcase itself in a polluted Hong Kong, which was good nway. In fact, lucky us arrived on the very last day of the exhibition. (& obtained student prices for the tics) =D

For a moment, we thought we had arrived at the Philippines, but it turned out to be globalisation instead.. where you have thousands of Philippinos gathering at some parks in some foreign countries on some free days.

AMAZED was the feeling when we arrived at the exhibition.

Meet 'Dony' and 'Ami', mascots for Hong Kong's upcoming East Asian Games.

Run, Run!

The exhibition was lively packed with tourists, philippinos, photographers and boyfriends accompanying their girlfriends. But it was the least disturbing for us cause we were busily immersing our sight and smell senses in these overwhelmingly colorful displays.

There were..

red..

orange..

yellow..

drawing uncle with white pants..

purple & white (trying to grab a smell)

Aiya. Just any colour 1 can think of!

As we progressed on, we spotted creativity lurking practically in every corner. Daily life elements were combined with tinges of aesthetic beauties, creating exhibitions which tried to convey business/cultural/political messages of whoever that made them. But more often than not, it feels to me as just a plain love for flowers in these horticulturists that ended up in each of these individualistic displays, hoping to catch even a single attention among the crowds.

flowery house.

green seemed to be an inferior colour in this exhibition.

climbing flower bars-

a peace message bulletin.

of course, there were some showcases that were in total absence of beauty to us.

?

Be enchanted. .

by the land of the animals!

playing tennis with mr monkey!

miss rabbit dunno doing wat.

er. i tink this is a squirrel.

..ok, the previous one is definitely a squirrel.

this looks like 牛头 from hell..

i tink this panda has the cutest eyes among these animals =]

an oriental cow.

caressing her peak.

a bunch of green-heads.

Mascots revisited.

cause they said 一次生，二回熟?

a very big and green ball.

tired liao.

dancing bear bear.

the clearest pic tiny could take.

a final pose ended the stroll in the park.

Not giving to our tired legs, we decided to head for the peak, but it was a duper bad timing when we got there....

CAUSE IT WAS ALL SURROUNDED IN FREAKIN MIST!!!!

the clearest view!

but it was nice to have a meal at the peak.. except that my camera had went into slp already..

bleah!

91th

2009-03-27T16:37:00.009+08:00

gosh. i'm back..

so hot.. .

so hokkien.. ...

so nothing new to do....

ARGH!!!!!

*binded, once again

GOSH.

90th

2009-03-22T04:51:00.004+08:00

Hong Kong... here i come! =]]

(pls dun cry for me when i'm there btw, tks) =]]]

89th

2009-03-17T00:07:00.015+08:00

看完赤壁2后，总觉得：

-蛮喜欢饰演曹操的那个，姓张什么的。觉得他的声音不粗不细，很到味。且为何他被批为色老头，也实在不解。明明戏里没那么说，大概是大众中了林志玲的美人计，有点陷他于不公。

-大乔明显改用低音部位发声，比较适合21岁以下聆听，值得赞扬。直到戏尾她又叫“萌萌”时，性感似乎若隐若现。

-曹操阵营中没代表人物出场，如夏侯敦，荀彧，郭嘉等名将谋士。身边大将似乎采用电脑复制，全部一个样。

-还是中国人演得好。

-虽然能体会导演想为这史役加点新元素。但角色挑选似乎过于市场化，非中日港台四地不可。使张震虽有容貌，却无君主该有之声威。中村狮童也是其中一个家伙。

-这次不见太多小燕子影子于赵薇，不见她身穿军旗，而换上地形图，不错。

-两个小时果然不能尽至地演释这场战役。但超过两个小时又倒不如去玩它游戏，更能提神。:D

-打斗与阵形场景蛮精彩的，但各军人马打得却不甚细腻。

-结局糟透了。曹操阵营全军瓦解，只剩他和旁边一两位猫兄，周围死尸形成另一面赤壁，有点提倡反战的意思。但在我眼里的赤壁之战不需如此，因为它对大众而言是个故事多过于战争，因此觉得不会有什么哀伤感觉。

-而周瑜放曹操走时，-完全-没人反对，在历史情节或逻辑思考上实在是逆向而行。最后大乔和金军师之间的对话更是杀掉了气氛，失望。

-阿兰还真蛮适合唱鬼歌。但片尾曲“大江东去”里的（分久必合合久必分）一句不太对味，还是比较喜欢第一部的。

“无论如何，还是会谢吴导给我回忆留下那么一部电影。”

88th

2009-03-09T23:01:00.016+08:00

地铁窗前的倒影，
到底是属于谁的影子？
你不停地注视着我，
犹如监视器地忐忑着我神经。
地铁的日夜行驶，重复，窒息着你每日的生命。
循环那悴倦的面容，朝向心垒致命的崩裂。
自由是你新的猎物，占我无知为诱饵，
你离囚禁已三千八万米。
但人间烟火的美味，不是想要便能得到。
代价的沉重，不是靠单纯的价值观就能划清。
真的，你还是先待在车窗后面，
学学其他影子在面对反向空间的自己时，
依然粉末装扮，面具一戴，
恐惧不息地过人的生活吧。

86th

2009-01-12T23:32:00.008+08:00

每次听见大人对小孩的可爱不停赞赏时，
心里总会开始说话。
觉得人在各层生命过程中；都有其样貌举止存在的意义，
小孩的纯真，得到众人的疼。
成人的俊美，挑起众人的爱。
老人的苍桑，引出众人的怜。
各有自己的市场，因此也不必太过周章。

然而，疑惑的是。
每次打开电视时，
总有越来越多大眼睛，小酒窝出现在银幕前。
想了很久，思绪渐而复杂。
却也因为脑堵，终而获得解答。
当世界出世时，复杂便是它的循环。
人活的久了，自然想一窥小时候的自己。
当小孩无邪地望着他们时，
他们至少能放下戒备，深喘一口气。
也许是想回味，也许是想寻获，
他们内心那早已灰飞的天真；
那社会从不容许存在的天真。

所以，还好，还好。
我们仍有孩子们，
来平衡这丑陋无情的世界，
来为大人打开松懈的心窗。
直到他们成为我们的一份子，为止。

85

2009-01-04T21:58:00.012+08:00

绿意，是大自然的鬼斧神工，
也是现代化的社会障碍。
在环境保护的意识营造下，
大家来上演一场场绚丽的灰姑娘虚幻故事。
使地球恢复昔日灿然时；却似乎忘了，
决定她面貌的，不是那十二点的古钟声，
而是资本道路上的是与否。
当一切并不符合当下的成本考量时，
灰姑娘，终究还是灰姑娘，
连脚上的那一只玻璃鞋，
都得拿去作抵押。'

+"Mariah Carey- Bye Bye Bye"+

84th

2008-12-01T23:43:00.002+08:00

说了那么多，讲了那么多。
实在不必了。
Notwithstanding the penetration of doubt,
i'll just let action display the truth of me.

2008-11-29T01:51:00.001+08:00

Incest at its cutest. =]

82th

2008-10-29T00:03:00.010+08:00

I won't call this a tribute entry towards someone whom i noe; but had never seen since my army pop day, but it somehow triggers my thought to initiate this entry. (other than the fact that the algae life sometimes just suffocate my cell to think and journalize) This ain't long, but i guess it's thoughtful in a condensed way to me. Before that, it would be clearer if i reveal that 1 of my section mate i knew during my bmt times had passed away last week due to a bike incident.

Of course it's kind of sad to know someone that u know of and were closely living with you before before his leaving, but somehow it's more of pity than sorrow in me that i felt for him. Perhaps it's quite understandable that i haven't caught a single sight him for 1yr plus. But imagine when we as a platoon, no matter how scattered as pieces we are at various army camps, would be ording in less than 2 WEEKS times. ( i guess the statement is just as appropriate enough to resonate and evoke the mixed feelings in those who are currently or have completed their ns liability) I mean, the plans you have made after ns, the dreams you dare yourself to pursue after ns, the life you want to change and secure after ns, all those conformist thoughts or idealist aspirations; all of a sudden, gone, full stop

Naturally, i'm unsure if he had lived his life well to the fullest before his passing.. but 1 thing i sure hope was he had no idea that his death was ringing upon him at that fateful hour. It'll probably ease off the unnecessary pain and kills the chance for him to even notice.. I guess it's better if you aren't given the chance to think before you pass away, rather than suffering painfully with so much things revolving round your head. But on the plain note of respect, i shall cease to talk about it here.

No matter what, may tranquility be with your afterlife, 1103.

81st

2008-08-24T16:56:00.013+08:00

Sometimes you may wonder,
how long it's been since u've seen them.
You might be disappointed at them lingering friendship in 1 corner,
or perhaps, feel absolutely fine with meeting once every 4-5 months.
While time or laziness draws ur hand back from a meet up call;
it's ur personality versus mine that brought us together as friends.
not the price of the present, not the change in the appearance.
just the usual SmiLEs from the very 1st day we met. =]

(but i still care bout what i'm getting for my b.day hor)

80th

2008-07-31T00:17:00.006+08:00

十二点零六。
躺在床上，一闭眼便是累，
睡眠似乎只是在减少当天的疲惫，
然后等待隔天的劳累填回。
生活在自己的一天，
孤寂，却很清醒。
清醒后，再陷入厌倦。

79th

2008-07-27T01:17:00.006+08:00

Taken by d-mon using his $2599 camera, no bad the photo skill i must say.

k la, focus on me more than the steak can?

nways. 103 days left. ahohoho

_____________________

Who knows how long I’ve loved you?
You know I love you still
Will I wait a lonely lifetime?
If you want me to, I will

For (and) if I ever saw you
I didn’t catch your name
But it never really mattered
I will always feel the same

Love you forever and forever
Love you with all my heart
Love you whenever we’re together
Love you when we’re apart

And when at last I find you
Your song will fill the air
Sing it loud so I can hear you
Make it easy to be near you
For (and) the things you do endear you to me
You know I will

I will

Love you forever and forever
Love you with all my heart
Love you whenever we’re together
Love you when we’re apart

And when at last I find you
Your song will fill the air
Sing it loud so I can hear you
Make it easy to be near you
For (and) the things you do endear you to me
Oh, you know I will

Alison Krauss- I Will

78th

2008-07-07T00:04:00.020+08:00

走着走着，还是回到那刻熟悉的黑暗。
困在无尽伸延的陌道，试图摸索一条出路。
沉默围绕着我, 始终不张开口;
深怕任何一点声音, 唤出内心的反抗。
所以它成功了; 我已慌张, 恐惧起来。
尽管一落微光就远在前方，是通往终点的方向。
但不饶地奔向光芒，迎接人群掌声的；
是大众的启示者，我并不是。
看不见你的我，宁愿原地踏步。
至少在无人的漆黑里，有人在身旁的可能性，
应该比较大吧。

______________________

伍家辉- 虽然我愿意

75th

2008-06-16T22:10:00.020+08:00

I find that it's much easier to say

"I love u"

to someone u dun like, compared to

"I love Monday"

to anyone u like, no?

74th

2008-06-15T01:36:00.003+08:00

“当你能摘下我泪滴时，
你已变得无可取代，
我也更加贪心，更加脆弱。
原来甜蜜，
就只有那一瞬间，空间；
透过两个人，
才能拥有...”

完整的美梦，我放上不停的句点，
只因我还不愿醒来；
不愿再看不到，
你那微笑的双眼 =]

________________________

Arron Yan & Jade Liu- Ti Amo

73rd

2008-06-03T23:12:00.005+08:00

When u're cold,
ppl say u're anti-social.
When u're friendly,
ppl say u're hypocritical.
If u mind too little of things u adore,
it shows u dun care at all.
but try taking their words with tonnes of salt,
it's less than a mere magnification of faults.
Living in myself is pretty hard enough,
not to mention the breath of mine in this world.
Do we cry when we feel really really tired?
..
i hope so.

72nd

2008-05-26T23:01:00.004+08:00

有时，
埋怨一天24小时的冗长，它的拖泥带水。
只想时间奔流成倾盆狂雨，一眼瞬间逝失。
等到雨后天晴；在那短暂的时间内，
却想在彩虹出现的另一尾端，
找出传说中的那盆金币。
不断寻觅->失落->矛盾->感叹。
是死不掉的遗憾，
也是活下去的希望。

______________________

+"Katharine McPhee- Somewhere Over The Rainbow"+

70th

2008-05-04T23:57:00.008+08:00

单向漂移的时间，
从不间断地纪录着。
纪录着某些生命的终点，
记录着某些回忆的尾页。
是仁慈的，她使人更懂得珍惜。
是冷艳的，她常强迫故事写下它的最终章。
而面对另一个句点到来，我已做好准备。
不用泪水填上歌词，不需感动完美结局。
只想要那简单的存在，
我都不会，不会让任何人，
去将它破坏。

69th

2008-04-27T16:32:00.016+08:00

What if.

Instead of a small jellyfish like this,

becomes 1 that's comparable to an average sized adult..

Introducing Nomura's Jellyfish, a colossal type of jellyfish species which reside in the water between China n Japan. Growing up to a size of 2 metres n weighing up to 220 kg is no doubt a grisly truth for mariners that hang around there, but the fortunate thing is, their stings r usually not fatal, just painful.

It's just like being punched in the face for 100 consecutive times instead of being stabbed sharp @ the heart once, just that painful.

They're really lucky i dun eat jellyfishes, or rather, i never get to taste 1 as yet. so am not rejecting a consideration. =]

doubt the genuineness of this pic thou..

If killing them for the sake of helping those Japanese fishermen who export us fresh seafoods; it's not that easy. When they are under attack or killed, they'll release billions of sperm or eggs as a last act of reproductive desperation. These will attach themselves to rocks or coral formations till nice conditions, when they will just multiply again.

So the solution is, let's only kill the FEMALE ONES (while letting the male ones sober n die in sexual insufficiency)

The good news nevertheless is, the local Japanese restaurants which import fresh marine products r still open. so not much worries. =]

But nways, they're not the largest species being found so far..

HELP.

______________________

+"Olivia- It's Real"+

68th

2008-04-20T01:48:00.020+08:00

多了份感受，少了份时间。
少了份虚伪，多了份猜疑。
想取出那累倦，为遗留的空缺加温，
却像是在凸显少了默契的用心；被现实拉回谷底。
思想与性格左右相乘，已勉强模糊出少了角的拼图。
却想再除掉周围的喧杂音，留下微弱的呼吸声反抗。
人生的加减乘除，不仅如此；
也不过如此。

但也只能这样吧，应该。

___________________

Corrine May- Journey

67th

2008-04-10T00:49:00.036+08:00

@ taipei .V2

free breakfasts were included in our trip daily. however, given the vampiric nature of our lifestyles, we oni made it to eat on the 1st day. =p

just woke up faces

A common street scene in taipei, while waiting for the coach bus for a half-day trip to landmarks of attraction.

Chiang Kai-Shek Memorial Hall, or National Taiwan Democracy Hall was the 1st stop we went.

_______________

the epitome of ugliness; on the plaque

taiwan engrish

cutie girl =]

i can lift the hall with my hands!

On the helpful advice of the tour-guide, we decided not to go into memorial hall as it was infested with hanging kites with odd facial expressions. They said it represents democratic freedom, but it was just another magnum opus of ugliness well done to many.

Went to zhong lie ci afterwards, honour revolutionists de, or dead ppl who helped create the republic of china we know today.

shift changing parade

revolution @ Guangzhou led by Dr. Sun Yat Sen

taken by a rather reluctant bodyguard who's in charge of patrolling the area

as well as clearing any shits made by the guards.

wondering what created these burnt marks on the ground..

very big

Princess Mao's house, one of the aboriginals of taiwan. She did some intro to us, as well as trying to sell some products, as expected.

ling zhi tea

that's what i call pure honey

last stop of the tour, National Taipei Palace Museum

cute (earphones)

Exposed ourselves much to the historic wonders of our chinese culture during the visit inside, thou i'm not sure how much have i actually left behind.. a bid to comprehend the history that's over thousands of yrs old in just 1 visit is certainly not enough, but already enuff for us actually..

No photography was allowed in the museum, so we took a few outside instead.

seemingly fake. pretty real.

saw a cute baby cabbage inside souvenir shop

korean-like mascot

loitered a little outside after the visit

the coke side of our lives

return to innocence

but stuck in it!

dun understand why so many countries like to build it as big as possible, nways taiwan lost to s'pore in this.

stop here 1st ba. bye.

66th

2008-04-07T01:45:00.002+08:00

就，此刻的舒逸感觉，
只想永恒这一刹那。
但，在这之前，
先永恒我到不了的天真吧？

65th

2008-04-02T00:54:00.048+08:00

It ain't particularly easy to get over when ur soul is forcibly dragged back from an insouciant paradise, especially when ur present hell revolves only around the number four.

Yes, four as in the no. 4 life. plain irritating.

Nways. Wanted to post the pics up the night i came back in order to sustain the joyous feel that i've finally managed to capture from the taiwan trip. But as expected, the jubilance faded with zero effort when my body felt the hotness here, which i suddenly found terribly unbearable.

Of course, it has also got to do with the problem of uploading 500+ photos taken during the trip, which would cramp any memory space available.

So i shall put up a selective few n let them speak the journey. ^

_______________________

tiny, my oni travel partner =]

cactus jack

our little jet plane was less than half filled on that monday

the clear blue sky encased

brightened smile

landing soon~

CKS International Airport

our hotel room (before)

largest bookstore retail chain in taiwan

Went for our 1st stop @ shih lin ye shi for dinner, when it was after taking a few extra buses as we sought to familiarise ourselves with the city's intricate transportation network.

a lot of ppl-

ahhhh~

it's a strawberry coated hu lu candy btw. nice!

a hello kitty wearing kerokeroppi hat (ji dan gao)

a fat pikachu.

fried chicken kuai (super big size leh)

da chang mian xian

inner shopping arcade

trying to break the bull-riding game record..

when it's something else that was broken actually. OUCH.

cool bowling alley with mv screening in front.

That's about all for the 1st day. Will continue in the following entries, if my laziness permits mi. bye!

64th

2008-03-30T22:26:00.013+08:00

握住那短暂的自由，
只求它逗留再久一点。
握住那微薄的希望，
只求它从死灰中再次复燃。
然而有刺的玫瑰，人人敬而都远之。
在众人白目的修剪下，两者已奄奄一息。
正如白绵绵的云朵脱离大海，翱翔在无尽蓝空中。
它颠覆一切，得到了自由。
它得到自由，颠覆了一切。
所以是跟着感觉闯，还是跟着游戏走？
迷茫在思想中称霸，模糊不清。

不管了，先握住这双手最重要。

_____________________

+"Angela- Qing Ai De Na Bu Shi Ai Qing"+

63th

2008-03-23T23:12:00.012+08:00

new cake!

old frens =]

i'm so tall here (n bright)

the zhe jun

1 army & 1 uni auntie

______________________

less than 24 hrs left to board a small orange plane with tiny.

it's fun time!

62th

2008-03-21T23:58:00.005+08:00

All eyes are immovable on the tv screen till the last ballot box is opened.

After 8 yrs of seeding across the grassland, the farmers have still failed to reap their harvest as promised. too much of a phony, too much of a disappointment.

Will the tidal wave sink the undeserving ones, and resow the seed of hope in the ordinary ppl again?

Only time will tell.

Tomorrow, i mean.

ARGH.

______________________

"+Speed- Long Way Home+"

61th

2008-03-16T23:45:00.006+08:00

countdown 7 days to taiwan!

=]

well i hope the presidential election this sat would end fairly.. certainly dun wish to see my mother bulging her eyes off at mi protesting along with supporters of my favored candidate on the tv screen.

isn't it so horsey?

*meh~*

______________________

back to home, finally.

60th

2008-03-10T22:30:00.012+08:00

原来，我得到的，一直是护盖着我的盔甲。
不想模糊我的视线，所以想拿开一些装备。
不知不觉中，它越缩越密。
不知不觉中，我已缺了气。

赢了，它又赢了。

毕竟我得到的，令我那么地不堪一击。
因此它永远尝不到失败的滋味。

原来，我想要的，一直在跟我玩着躲猫猫。
越想找到它，越得犯些规。
无可理喻的游戏，无可理喻的规。

周围的吵杂声又开始交错。
我无法集中，无法再沉默住疲累。
出来吧，我不想再找了。
你要我扮演什么，我一定听你的话。
只要你肯出来，哪怕是留一点踪迹，我也无所谓。

所以出来啊。

出来啊！

...
好吗？

58th

2008-03-04T00:02:00.015+08:00

To be honest, my 20th b.day wasn't much of a blast.

the cake was ultra simple.

my mind was nervously blank at this moment as we're late for movie.

tried to gush out waves of saliva while blowing so as to have the whole cake for myself.

posed uglily in front of cam, w/o much of a success.

n tze rong decided to spoil the group pic with a deliberate odious expression.

no cake throwing like crazy. no wondrous hell of a fun time. just simple wishes from those who remembered to bother..

but it's just plain good enuff.

tks. u noe who u all r. *smiles*

_______________________

+"Jamie Cullum- 20 something"+

57th

2008-02-27T22:01:00.004+08:00

Even the cat is fearful bout its growing years, so i guess my melancholy is justifiable.

Then again, the fear is more than just the age, but what presents i may possibly get as well..

Too late to promulgate my wish list. shit.

56th

2008-02-22T00:04:00.025+08:00

the Wrath of Nature

the Wrath of Human

Not trying to evoke some environmental consciousness, but just illustrating why we shouldn't really complain every time when mother nature hit it upon us. should we?

Revenge is sweet. (n disastrous)

_____________________

+"A Mei- Shei Ai Wo"+

55th

2008-02-14T23:50:00.011+08:00

they say everyday is a valentine's if there's love in every couple.
i say there won't be a need for a day like this if that's really the case.

till death do us together

wish every couple out there a happi v. day!
oh. & to the choco shops as well. ^^

54th

2008-02-13T02:37:00.002+08:00

时间太多，曾想过一个问题。

社会所产生的主流意识，是为了什么？
(Reasons for Mainstream Thoughts in Society)

-> 是为了借由少数的不同突显社会主流那无可取代的权威？
-> 还是让异于主流思想的少数去捍卫他们认为值得守护的人，事或物？

看似模糊，但不论从经济或历史角度去检视这问题，‘社会’的存在，引导着我们绝大部分命运的路途。生活在‘社会’中的人类，是生活在根据集体意志(Collective Will) 所形成的圈子当中。所有一举一动都是被周围的道德观 (Moral Value) 所创建起的游戏规则规范，批判，甚至封锁着。个别自由意志在和群体的抗争下，全军覆没。然而这些所谓的‘道德’，不过是社会多数眼中的对与错 (Right & Wrong in the Eyes of the Majority) 。有谁在800年前会在乎为他们所虔信的神杀人是否正确？有谁在2个世纪前会认为施行奴役制度是违反人道的？而随后我们却加以否定，不是因为我们后来明白杀人或雇佣奴役是错的，而是社会多数的观念变了，不然在现今社会，违背伦理道德的一夜情分子不就得被抓进铁窗，未婚先子的少女不就得丢进加冷河浸猪笼？

如果说是采用现实的方法去衡量那些异于主流的思想对周围所带来的冲击，来设定这所谓的道德观，这便是我说的社会多数眼中的对与错。因为这衡量的方法并非普世道德观念(Universal Morality)形成的方法。那这方法是什么？应是透过人道主义(Humanism) 中的对与错，是以每个人本身所应有的基本权利所判断出的对与错。好比说杀人是错的，因为它夺走那人跟我们一样所活下去的自由。即使如果杀那人能够解救其他人，这也不是普世道德观念所承认的，这纯粹只是跟随在务实主义 (Pragmatism)身后的影子里考量。而对于社会眼中的那些错，成为社会的少数时，可选择的情形为二：

1）你让社会改变你。
2）你抗拒社会改变你。

明显的是，后者往往成为社会洗礼下的牺牲者。基督异教徒，犹太人，同性恋，黑人，理想主义者，只要你不符合我当下社会所接受的观念，我们就必须改造你, 必要时会加以迫害，免得你祸及其他人。为什么？因为这就是社会。虽然它会随时代改变而改变，但人的本性不受时间影响，是不变的事实。(Human Nature is Independent of Time)

不错，在少数服从多数的模式下，这能促使社会过滤掉那些不利于它发展的不良习俗，但什么利或不利于社会发展的事物，又从何定起？这无非是另一个问题的起端。=\

不管如何，生与成长的环境实在会概括地奠定我们一生的命运蓝图，重要的是结局的剧本还是得由我们来完成。值得考虑的是，当你的人生已无比坎坷，而你又身为社会的逆流一群时，你会随着周围的步伐改变自己？还是开拓那属于真实的你的荆棘小路？

我已下了赌注。

_______________________

长江七号不是很好看。(CJ 7 not very nice)
________________________________________________

+"戴爱玲- 爱了就知道"+

53th

2008-01-28T23:20:00.000+08:00

Sometimes. when boredom repeatedly forces us to question our purposes of living on this heated earth, the only agent that we can turn to is something beyond what we r faced with everyday; be it the fantasy of licking ur eye candy during those hypnotizing lectures (if there's any), or frantically gobbling down that cup of popcorn w/o realising what's really up on the movie screen. In any way, to single out the above as examples is definitely not within my desire, since they're part of my everyday desires. =p

With the extremely limited amount of entertainments blessed upon us by the omg-so-freaking-rich saf, i still find it quite satisfying to be sitting in front of a small tv in the office with a pack of indented ration, speculating on a bunch of squalid millionaire-wannabes trashing out each other thru' brain+brawl+(hell LOT)backstabbings to become..

... SURVIVOR ._.china._. !!!

The 15-seasons old survivor trilogy has once again groped my heart since the last era, when i watched the tournament taking place in Australia. The surprise in mi is that it is still fighting for a spot of recognition on the ever-growing list of reality shows that has protruded as 1 of the mainstream programme genre the world won't stop watching today.

A simple calculation___

1 season= 1 survivor= 1 million
15 seasons= 15 survivors= 15 millions...

...

hmm.. dun think the this fellow would be very shocked; the amount isn't even enuff to buy supplies of bread crumbs for the soldiers at Iraq.

ok.

But with all due respect, i guess the ultimate survivor is the guy who forked out those massive amount of green papers . The man behind the show curtains, Mark Burnett.

with wife Roma Downey

...Seriously if i were his wife, i would have clawed him more than a zillion times hard for siphoning off millions to fund these stupid shows which could have been my ALLOWANCE.

_______________________

Nways, the survivor is none other than Todd Herzog 22, who worked as a manager for movie theater n theme park, a flight attendant n what he has promulgated before the competition, a gay. Not particularly exemplifying this, but the truth is that his sexual orientation, in my opinion, made him virtually the most strategic of all in the survivor race.

How? 1 may ask. (C'mon, ASK.)

Simple. by virtue of his pure bitchiness. So pure that it superseded the rest of the female contestants whom survived until his disposal of them thru' his unscrupulous maneuvering of human greeds n fragile alliances. Not that it's bad, but i find his way of climbing to top so SO distasteful that i didn't wish for him to win that million bucks, compared to Amanda Kimmel 23, a hiking guide n ex-beauty pageant from i dun really know where.

...

Already off the hook on understanding?

In shorter words, girls too trusted him, the rest can't wait to leave him. that's why he won.

Intriguing. the human mind as always. But that's probably why the show's a bomb, cause we just wanna observe the naked instincts of the contestants in getting what they really want, not just what they do in their everyday lives.

Reflections, cause it's all human.

_______________________

With an end to this series of survivor intrigue, the initial mood now has certainly fallen back on fearing what's in the daily ration for mi.. *horrors

52th

2008-01-21T00:18:00.000+08:00

Noticed ur presence, a thousandth of a mile.
tried to miss the face, but just can't miss the smile.
that what tantalized my heart, at the very start.
i could have called u, but i never did.
for what purpose it serves; to mi n to u.
nothing. nothing more than mere vacuity.
can't be cut further with that sliver of memory; it hurts honestly.
but the wound is healing, it really is.
cause that glimpse of ur look, with the him beside,
i'm just happy that u're happy, wherever u r.

whatever u'll be. =]

_______________________

+"He Ren Dong- He Se Chi Pang"+

51th

2008-01-12T00:19:00.000+08:00

Being alone isn't that easy, especially so when u're performing duty.

Unknowingly, i've realised my ears could no longer tolerate silence easily when darkness creeps in somehow, sometimes. Perhaps my mind has submitted to its perfunctory desolation once again, which is rather not uncommon when i'm stuck in my no.4 at some alien compound coined army camp. Most duty nights can either be a nasty fight between my slipper n cockroaches purveying from the male toilet, at a rate depending on how scrumptious r our meals; or some flies of variating species boasting their presence all around while ignoring mine. If that's not enough, the occassional howling of stray dogs did successfully help spark off further irritations down my nerves.

Nways. just a day ago heralded the 1 yr anniversary of this most uninteresting fragment of my life. What can i say? Life's boredom at its fullest. With unpredictability exercising its almighty prowess along the journey of us NSFs, i suppose it's still quite early to harvest n conclude my thots, be it the demeriting or bitching of specific military personals. xp

But then again, i do need some aspects of this living. At least the soul embittered under the toilsome regime of education for the past few yrs has got a few percentage pts moderately revived, thou at the expense of becoming (a lil' bit) dumb to anything academically.

Ahm, my initial desire of this entry was to muse bout sth rather philosophical (if the attempt doesn't fail) actually, but the ultra-serenity surrounding mi had decentralised my this wish into mere futility, n certainly hastened the need for mi to head for the bunk bed anytime soon.

Funny.. when focusing for mi remains implausible as ever when it's too noisy or quiet. i guess i need the stray dogs now.

50th

2008-01-03T07:14:00.000+08:00

A man plays catch with his pet.

*Click to play!

Having fun?

But looks like it's the mouse that is having fun.. now who says smaller animals r easier to raise? x]

_____________________

+"Soda Green: Zuo Bian"+

49th

2007-12-31T23:52:00.000+08:00

Though he was ripped penniless;

her love for him remained faithfully unperturbed.

n even thou their iron will melted upon the terrors of spring.

they remain united underneath our footings, forever to be.

Hold on to those that fit ur worth, before their presence gets shelved into the memories compartment.

________________

HAPPY 2008!

48th

2007-12-24T05:15:00.000+08:00

if u're not into a dutch-lady strawberry flavored imitative 4 times its normal price, then stop drinking this.

n merry x.mas to all btw. =]

47th

2007-12-16T16:33:00.000+08:00

received a message from sis today, telling mi that u've already gone. i never got to see u for 1 last time.

she thought i'll never go back and visit my guardian nway, so she nva bother to inform mi that u're dying. but with all due respect, she's dumb to think this way, cause i'll probably go back if it concerns life n death of my guardian, but i'll definitely go back if it's for u.

for more than 10 yrs of my life, u helped to share my sorrows n gave mi a reason to return to that house. i noe i kept on bullyin u sometimes; u took it silently, i noe it's because u can't talk. But that's precisely why i adore u dearly.

not a single pic that we took together is left.. they were gone when my com crash last time. no visible memories, gone.

i miss hugging u. i miss ur licks. i miss ur wagging tail. i miss when u stare at mi with ur cute innocent eyes. i miss ur true innocence. i miss when u come running towards mi like i'm someone important to u. i miss so many things that i think i'm gonna cry a bit later. . fuck.

sorry for what i have done n what what i have not. hope i'll be able to repay whatever i owe u next life, if there is 1.

rest in peace nana. love u.

46th

2007-12-11T23:11:00.000+08:00

What constitutes a developed nation?

...

-wealth.

-branded goods sprouting everywhere.

-shits hardly found anywhere. (=betta sanitations)

-ppl die later.

-more clubs n ons.

____________________

and above all, hurry.

So hurry, we have to change clothes along the way

...n that pile laid there for quite sometime, given that i saw it before n after i had dinner. after the next dinner actualli.

No wonder the cleaner jobs aren't taken up by the locals usually; they can't beat the foreigners, who sure can take their own sweet time.

Maybe we shd be like them n not think so far ahead sometimes. Life is happier when we take occasional stops to think or just do nothing..
right?

..WRONG. who cares nway, maybe i shd just open some condom factory and monopolise the entire sex chain on this island. *evil

...
ok i'm joking.

____________________

"One of the chief sins of our time is hurry; it is helter-skelter and devil takes the hindmost."

Dr. John Brown, Horae Subsecivae

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+"Sarah Mclachlan- Angel"+

45th

2007-11-23T10:15:00.000+08:00

冬天来了，
她的脚跟驾驭着冷风，刮起无数的草木花纱。
稀沙雨点为她轻打着节拍，
塔。。忽。。。塔。。
她随着雷鼓似强似弱的击声，翩翩起舞，
调皮的步伐，永恒住天真的那一刹那。

冬天来了，泪水是她目送晚秋的悲凉，
夕烟围绕朦云袅袅直上，试着擦去她黯淡的哀伤。
冰冷的寒气将她泪水凝固，
凝固成淡淡的洁白粉刷，漆洒在已枯黄的天然上。
她默默地付出，只想掩盖我们对大地肆意的贱踏，
但人类无视她的付出，恼怒她取走温暖，
专挑鸡蛋里的骨头，铺张着无尽的自我。

冬天来了，期盼玩雪的他不禁踌躇着。
年复一年的来回，也不过是多一次的来回。
他明白她再多的不懈，再多的努力，
双手建造起来的白色王国，也必然瓦解于春天的到来。

他知道她对人类的失望，他很想帮助她。
但懵懂的空想，总失足于时间的流失上。
又有多少能睹上现状，去改变这一切的一切。
多想改变的思想，多么坚固的意志，
悬在现实的悬崖边，只会赤裸裸地崩落。
因此他宁愿一步一脚印地走，走在她处罚人类的暴风雪中，
告诉已残灼苟喘的她，他还是很珍惜着冬天；她的一切。

冬天来了，
雪依旧不停地下，他依旧不停地前进，
在那辽阔的雪地上，他伫立了一个小雪人。
只希望她在那短暂的小生命消逝前，
看见他为它露出的那一丝，洁白微笑。

+"Hiro Mizutani & Yasuharu Takanashi- Chiisana Shiawase"+

44th

2007-11-21T02:39:00.000+08:00

1 Sex Issue

_____________________

*I'm putting title on this entry in case any minor reads the content below which is inappropriate for their age. But if U wanna know more, i dun mind actually. =]

_____________________

Why would anyone classify phone sex as part of gratifying one's sexual desires?

And no, it's not as if i woke up this morning and suddenly decided to ponder on this pro-matured question, but it just so happened that google included a live phone sex webby in the results page, when i was just searching for "handphones". -.-

I guess a general search is a no-no in the virtual world today, the results are more than often sexually provoking, seriously.

As i was saying, yes, phone-sex. I'm assuming those who's reading this now knows what phone-sex is, that is having sex with ur partner thru' a communicable device w/o actually having him/her/it physically by ur side. So less the humps n bumps, the next best thingy that one can get is just, sounds. Ranging from terse moans like "argh." to frivolously elongated groans like "AHrgGghhHhhhhGhh~~~~!!!", climax is thus gradually elevated to the perk thru exchanges of louder n longer groans until the arrow rests on the maximum tension on the bow, at the mercy of the one ready to shoot it. And there u have it, sex.

not this kind, thank u

...my ass. Not even.

I dun work in the Department of Statistics so i dun hold the exact figure of the no. of s'poreans who does regular phone-sex. (which i dun think they do collect this kind of data) But even if they do, i dun think the number is a lot. And the majority of that minority, in my hypothetical judgement, are those who are diffident of both the looks of them n their partners.

(For example, imagine liang si-mei n gene snitsky having sex together, assuming liang si-mei is a biological female.)

...
omg.

_____________________

Sorry to those who incorporates phone-sex as part n parcel of their sexual lifestyle, but i find it rather MEANINGLESS. Sex with imagination should more or less be accompanied with some physical intimacy, or one can just blindfold him/herself n masterbate in front of animal planet, some of these sounds made by those mating animals are more sensually tentalizing than ours, sad to say. x[

how's that for u darl~?

Another reason, apart from mi disliking phone-sex personally, is due to the aims of those who perform it. Being unable to satisfy their partners physically, they decided to toy with their emotive side instead. By granting them nothing but lewd sounds n breath, the imagination of either side is let loose to their wildest sides. After all, sex is all about fantisizing, at least with love to mi la.

But that doesn't justifies the reason one can avoid improving him/her sex appeal on the tangible aspect, especially if one adopts phone-sex significantly over actual ones.

_____________________

*The 1900-wanxx-fuxx-you numbers u see almost everyday in magazines? That's 1 classic example i'm referring to.

Sure, tell mi there may be ppl that are ok or above-average looking who just work in this for extra bucks, but it's the silly minds of those who dial the number that have created this demand, so it falls out of this topic of discussion.

N there may also be those who are (almost) perfect from head to toes in terms of appearance working in those lines, but imagine ppl like Pamela Anderson or Antonio Sabato Jr. with million dollar boobs n butts hiding themselves at some desolate corner working with a phone by the side? Spare mi the fairy-tale leh.

hey there, wanna gOOgle with mi?

How nice, when u can avoid training those biceps to maintain that desired position u see yourself in doing it with ur partner, as long as u have a sexy voice.

How nice, if she can just laze around n let those fats accumulate themselves happily in the waist region until her mother realises that her daughter has already turned into a gargantuan ball of lard, AS LONG AS she has a sexy voice.

My point is, try a bit harder can. There's no uglier woman than lazy ones, even the prostitutes are working harder, so why capitalise solely on the voice?

In any case, i think the government should impose a ban on phone-sex, since it contributes nothing +ve towards the birth rate here in S'pore, and is against the natural law of reproduction. They criminalise gay sex partly on this ground, why not phone-sex nway.

Then again, for those who likes ps not for its commercial purpose, pardon mi if u find my opinion affronting.

.....

But i still find it meaningless.

43th

2007-11-01T22:58:00.000+08:00

found some interesting pics,

these non-animated pics illustrate the level of pressure that we facing. that is, the faster those particles move, the higher the pressure we are faced with right now.

most children n elders rarely see these pics move due to lesser or no pressure felt within them.

..but the funny thing is, the pic stops whenever i look stare hard/blankly into them. n it's possible i may be very pressurized n stare hard/blankly anyway, so i dun really catch the catch ...

heck, most imptly, an optimum amount of pressure drives us to do better but too~ much is detrimental to our health....

so stay relaxed everyone!
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btw, i'm bleached! x>

+"Yui: Life"+

42th

2007-10-23T00:10:00.001+08:00

That's it, no more polyclinic medicine for my body,
fuckin factory mass-produced medicine made my body felt more weak...

6=]7^%5*##&@89735^!{;p.(87><+%$

nvm, i'll just take mc only from now onwards. *grins

41th

2007-10-21T23:15:00.001+08:00

Let's ponder some teenage probs, other than how to get rid of that hideous-looking pimple that popped out on my left cheek this morning, say about friendship n socialising, which i haven't been experiencing the both very much, or rather, chose not to venture into lately.

Y? Cause the most realistically of all, is the lack of money to go out, everywhere that u go requires all those papers n dollars in ur wallet. And being a pathetic rank of a lcp, (which i've just been promoted recently x] ) i earn more or less than that of a cleaner auntie. Ok i dunno how much she earns EXACTLY, but the point is there.

And so, i have to choose the ppl that i hang out with, which of course will be the closest ppl around mi since i'll get the highest return in terms of bonds enhanced when i spend my money with them toking cock eating ice-creams. (Close ppl around mi take note, dun ever assume nva look for u means i forget u alreadi, i may be contacting u next week, so beware!)

But, there are times when i'm disappointed with my frens. There r times to have fun, most of the time actually i noe, but when i nid some serious encouragement on sth, will u all be there for me? I try not letting u all know, or i dunno if i shd let u all know, because i dunno am i getting a bit too over-sensitive with myself. Spending too much time in army does make myself think too much that'll crazy things up, i can, of course think on the better side, sarcasm from all of u can motivate mi to do better, but in times to come will it forfeit the relationship we're having? i seriously nid some re-affirmation.

Of course, i speculate the chance of those i want them to read this entry will be like finding an ant in a room, so it doesn't matter if i'm like whining like a kid now.

Let's talk a bit bout socialising now, why am i so not into socialising nowadays? The reason being, firstly my mood, cause am in no mood to make new frens now, so if i really force myself to go make a few, i may be seen as a dao person who HAPPY-REPLY NOT-HAPPY-CB type, like SO MANY hanging around out there, seriously. 2ndly, SO MANY ppl are seriously socialising NOT for the sake of making frens, but wanting to find their one n only, i noe that's not wrong, even my frens r doing that, which i feel happy for them cause finally they have come to their senses their raison d'etre on this earth is not to READ AND LEAD, but to MATE AND MAKE. This socialising has nothing wrong la..but so many r socialising for this sake, how am i gonna realli make frens nway!? *head bang wall repeatedly

Lastly, i'm feeling tired somehow, but i'm holding on..i know i can do it, but i noe this can't go on forever, i mean if it does, either i'm a amoba, or it's simply not based on tis nmore. dun tink i can always give in cause i seem vulnerable. i am not. try pushing mi to the most outward space n yet ensnare mi with unseen strings? nice try.

Opps. last pt not very to the topic..but watever la.

random random imagination, there i am again. ran...dom

+"Peggy Hsu: Feng Zi"+

40th

2007-10-15T10:31:00.000+08:00

Finally, my 1st pop compo.

<泣>

又迷失在这梦境，
我走不出去。
回忆还停在，
你我那次的相遇。

是你，
偷走我的一切，
剩下破碎的心。

我，好想再抱住你。
好想再聆听，
你的气息。

假如我，还爱着你。
能不能，跟我回去。

一张照片的惦记，
模糊了谁的过去。
想起那晚的雨，
是否为我哭泣。

尘封住的脆弱，
还是被诺言识破。
爱与被爱的伤痛，
就只有我一个人承受。

我，好想再抱住你。
好想再聆听，
你的气息。

假如我，还爱着你。
能不能，跟我回去。

雨水开始散去，
残留未完的缺遗，
我试着沿着足迹，
找寻你。

我已没力气，
只想回，回到过去。
觅，那身影
我，好想你。

我爱你。

will upload if can once i can get a decent recording done. ^

behave the same between the virtual n realistic world, shall we? can we?

39th

2007-10-09T05:36:00.000+08:00

I've decided to let go of this chance that i saw just last week for a shot at the spop composition contest. Postponed killing heartless in Kingdom hearts 2, cancelled my violin lessons, having countless cups of super 3-in-1s n sleepless nites just to think, erase, think, erase (n so on) the words n sounds.. but there's just too many fundamentals that i'm lacking, not to mention the inproficiency in my piano skill, n there isn't enuff time for me to even deliver a nice melodic idea across the keyboard. Thou i dun really agree with some of the things that tiny has said, he hit to the point by saying that, "U think a good composer or song can come out in just 2 weeks? My time spent getting a grade 8 piano cert. would have been wasted if that's really the case lo."

Ignoring his attempt to emphasize his adroit piano skill xp, it's quite true la, u dun nid a competition to showcase ur talent, u just nid perseverance n the dare to chase ur dreams

Will be looking forward to this competition to hear some great pieces(if there's any) n learn along the way.

And so, i rest my case, for now.

Isn't he/she/watever cute~?

cause i wun give up doing wat i wanna do.

+"S.E.N.S: Brightness"+

37th

2007-09-27T21:17:00.000+08:00

My blog's having its routine pms again, gonna revamp it soon..the javascripts wun work, the chatbox keeps erasing itself, all those codes r pretty messed up in template, i realised i simply japalaned them all together w/o knowing what is needed n wat is not. The typical singaporean mindset is even in place when i'm blogging,

"AIYA, JUST PUT ALL IN LA, THE MORE THE BETTA MAH!"

And that accounts for the reason y my blog's constipating now.

Nways, can all of u u all pls Pls PLS boycott ps3 for hell's sake, its price is still stubbornly sticking on the high, that freaking sony corp. still refused to lower its price despite the poor sales, it's time we teach them the fundamental economic relationship of price n quantity demanded. OK.

Stay tuned for surpise, buaix :]

36th

2007-09-19T23:32:00.000+08:00

Corrine May's new album rocks! Kinda hard nowadays to have songs that make ur ear oil come out lo. >~<

Think many have taken this test before, but being an x-treme ekopwols of u all , i got

You are The Sun

Happiness, Content, Joy.

The meanings for the Sun are fairly simple and consistent.

Young, healthy, new, fresh. The brain is working, things that were muddled come clear, everything falls into place, and everything seems to go your way.

The Sun is ruled by the Sun, of course. This is the light that comes after the long dark night, Apollo to the Moon's Diana. A positive card, it promises you your day in the sun. Glory, gain, triumph, pleasure, truth, success. As the moon symbolized inspiration from the unconscious, from dreams, this card symbolizes discoveries made fully consciousness and wide awake. You have an understanding and enjoyment of science and math, beautifully constructed music, carefully reasoned philosophy. It is a card of intellect, clarity of mind, and feelings of youthful energy.

Ignoring the astrological source from which the analysis is derived, part of the interpretation is correct i suppose...except for understanding n enjoyment of math, i felt extremely funny. I'm like a loyal failer of maths for the bulk of my jc yrs that even kindergarden kids could scorn mi for as many times as they want n i also cannot count exactly how many times they do it.

As for science..i was an arts student so no comments bout it, dun tink i could even prove scientifically whether i understand nor enjoy it.

Redo-ing the qns the 2nd time, tis time going for another set of answers which fits my thinking tuu,

You are The Fool

The Fool is the card of infinite possibilities. The bag on the staff indicates that he has all he need to do or be anything he wants, he has only to stop and unpack. He is on his way to a brand new beginning. But the card carries a little bark of warning as well. Stop daydreaming and fantasising and watch your step, lest you fall and end up looking the fool.

...contradicting, but that's how

my

life is anyway.

So,

What Tarot Card are You?
Take the Test to Find Out.

P.S.- Those who clicking the above link cause u have seriously nothing to do like me, mellow in the qn means gentle and compassionate, n agnostic means denial of possession of ultimate knowledge by human.

And clicking the above link means i'm really gonna take a loudspeaker n blow ur face away with my laughter.

"ANOTHER SLOWPOKE~!!"

+"Corrinne May- Scars (Stronger for Life)"+

35th

2007-09-08T02:20:00.000+08:00

There's 1 thing (out of the endless many) bout my mother that i dun like.

She always like to consider here n there when she shops for something, even if it's like, say $40. A bag, for example, that she wanted to buy. Affordable, i think it is, since it's been millenniums since she bought a new bag.

For example, if i've targetted a pair of glasses which is like 12.5 times the amount of that bag, i would probably think about,

'where's the nearest atm?'

But then again,

Who would go for such mediocre, unsurprising, retro design?

Me.

But using my own work-pay hor.

Nway, the topic is deviated.

Guess what my mother said whenever i ask why she must think so much b4 buying things?

"Save money lo, if not u eat what?"

"But my new glasses's like so much ex. than ur this bag lo.." i replied with a pinch of embarrassment.

"Now then u know ah?"

....

*sigh*

unfathomable love :]

+"Corrinne May- The Answer"+
(not a christian, but i simply luv this song)

34th

2007-08-28T23:24:00.000+08:00

Went to watch Hairspray with Mrs. Duper Late, who has broken her own unpunctuality record by another 1&1/2 hrs.

It was nice!
Those who can watch it should watch it.

Ahm, technically speaking, tat means everybody! x]

Nicky Blonsky is such a lively dancer, thou chubby chubby de, she's really adorable when she smiles, and can definitely take the beat off the music and make it into her own signature world of dancing fantasies.

Trivia: She was chosen out of 2000 candidates vying for that coveted role of Tracy Turnblad. A lucky AND talented ass i guess.

The plot is nice, the dance was fantastic, the songs were catchy, and it shows some ridiculous example of how the whites discriminate the blacks which is, rather interesting. No wonder it topped the US box office for several weeks earlier on.

Anyway, i was guessing (certainly not anticipating) John Travolta would kiss Christopher Walken ('her' husband in the movie) or not, but in the end it was the kiss between Zac Efron and Nicky Blonsky that got the crowd (which is mostly young school girls) super HIGH. With jealousy i suppose.

Now, can u stop the beat?

33th

2007-08-26T00:13:00.000+08:00

It's 有心栽花花不开，not 有意，so i win. yey! finally wei hao will get a new testimonial le. wahahax~!

..but a new bad testi. confirm. O-p

Should i?

Should i not?

What if u do not fit well with me?

.think think.

No use thinking, i can't really know w/o trying.

...how am i supposed to judge if i dun try out 1st?
It's such another heart pain if it turns out ugly..

But, what if someone just pass by the next second and take u away?

I know there should be similar kind of u out there which i haven't seen yet.
or not?
am i even trying to look out for otherwise?

But i'm just trapped. So deadly trapped.

Time. Fear. Unwillingness. Feeling. That's it.

..so?

Let's just be compulsive a bit, i'll get u 1st, and we'll talk everything later on. K set.
shall buy myself a pair of new glasses, yup. heex.

shopping love shopping love love shopping love shopping love
money gone. so may the feeling too after sometime.
then y do i still wan get u leh?

ahm,
cause i luv u ba.

...sianx.

+"Maria- My Everything"+

32th

2007-08-20T01:05:00.000+08:00

I noe it maybe a bit trivial for me to rant about this, but i can't seem to stop typing U'VE GOT SUCH A DICK-HEAD face (which i had to backspace for quite sometime to get back at that previous phrase) when i saw u earlier just now. There is a fine distinction between TRYING hard to be duper friendly, TRYING to engage in a pr styled conversation, and BE very sincerely hypocritical, in which u have qualified as the last one w/o any failure.

In the 1st place u had already removed my online existence to a virtual naught in ur world, i'm absolutely fine with that if u think we are just acquaintances, which is the most likely reason u wiped me off ur list. Yet u still come to talk to me? The very same as u asked mi to let u into my deeper level of friendship earlier on?

Till this stage, i'm still ok!

But when i seemed to forgot some details of u after an exchange of words, u showed mi a i-dun-give-a-shit face and sashayed away in a gauche manner, and THAT was the main gun powder that exploded my mood. Well, moments later when i recalled ur impudent mannerism. It wasn't a i-dun-give-a-shit face, it's was a SHIT face.

And u can just continue to sway out at later period when u had obviously sensed my presence when i'm walking towards u? It's either u're suffering from a severe concjuntivitis or u're BLIND!

Either way, u can throw away ur specs already.

wth, if u think i'm insincere cause i dun make an effort to acquaint u betta or even remb. ur latest info, then just tell mi la. No need to act as if u're lying on top of a fabulously jewelled throne in the grand palace awaiting ppl to peek u by a single of their eyes. All these pretentious attitude? Repugnant! Get lost pls.

If u think the person i'm referring to is u, YES it's u!!! Finally u're realizing sth in ur life, thank heaven.

But if u think the person i'm toking about isn't u...tat might further prove my point that u're a DORK.

Full stop

31th

2007-08-18T01:41:00.001+08:00

3 sad things that have happened for this week:

1) Global stock prices are still in their lows.

2) 2 out of the 23 korean hostages have already been killed.

3) I still haven't got my work pay yet.

ARGH!

...maybe i should be more optimistic, things might get better after sometime.

......alright.

ARGH.

30th

2007-08-11T02:12:00.000+08:00

lol today.

LOL tomorrow.

Or maybe vice-versa.

And i just found out that each voice cast plays a multiple role of characters for the show, amazing.

For e.g.

Dan Castellaneta

Homer Simpson
Grampa Abraham Simpson
Barney Gumble
Krusty the Clown
Groundskeeper Willie
Mayor Quimby
Hans Moleman
Sideshow Mel
Itchy
Kodos
Gil
Poochie
Squeaky-Voiced Teen
Burn's Lawyer
Mr. Teeny
Bill Clinton

Nva realised that, maybe i never get to hear other characters except homer's normally. Dun really watch simpsons before the movie was released, as i've always thot it's an incomprehensible comedy since young. It's laughing point is usually associated with american culture n politics, plus i wasn't really fluent with english in those days when it was a hit in the local scene, so whenever ppl were hahaha-ing at some parts that were supposed to be funny, i just hohoho along as well.

That was how POOR my english was then.

......

maybe now also la.

..bleahx!

28th

2007-08-09T00:38:00.000+08:00

Hello! It's a long time since i visited here, it's getting dusty over here. *cough cough*

No it's bullshit, i visit my blog almost everyday, to admire the creation that i've done, to engross myself in the duper mundane life of mine, to think of what to add to keep my blogging momentum going, to keep mi entertained with those stupid things that i've done, and to think of what to type after this paragraph.

Yes i'm feeling rather gloomy now, life just has its downs sometimes, i can't be keeping inside my heart for too long, i'll probably end up in a mental hospital. And speakin of which, i live next to 1 btw, so maybe it's due to those siao auras transmitting from there to here that i've become what i am now. heex.

No, that reason is another bullshit.

I do have another discreet blog for me to rant bout anything under the sun, but it's more exact n concise, but very wordy, SERIOUSLY wordy. And it's probably due to those wordiness over there that i'm able to be a bit more terse in my entries over here. It is my my main thought-reshuffling method that i use to eradicate those obfuscating thots inside mi. By saying a lot of 0!()@*F#&!(U*@CjuK(*@!Y#(O!YU#!+ for e.g, i can filter out unwanted stuffs along the way and derive a specific message i wish to get across, which would be FUCK YOU! But right now, i'm just not targeting a specific stuffs or 2, get it?

I wish u do, cause i dun exactly.

Well, i try to liven the blog up a bit by inserting some funny contents i came across, but somehow my mood just points a middle finger at mi n told mi to stop a new entry altogether, or maybe it does that cause it realises the stuffs i wanna put up ain't funny at all. -.-

Nways, i was thinking to blog bout the epic battle i had with 2 evolved flying (notice the word flying. ah~!!! *pants dropped*) cockroaches yesterday night, but i realised another important reason why i dun like to blog sometimes; it makes mi hungry, and the house is already out of snacks. shit.

So jya ne.

compromising ends up in ur life getting complicated sometimes, and it's not as easy as just don't compromise, that's over-simplifying ur life, and it can't be done anyway.

+"Kokuburo: Tsubomi"+

27th

2007-08-02T21:14:00.000+08:00

Found a nice song that mi sis downloaded, reminds me of akon's lonely.

pretending is hard.

+"Zhang Zhen Yue: Si Nian Shi Yi Zhong Bing"+

26th

2007-08-01T16:18:00.000+08:00

there are 2 types of ppl in army,
the crazy n the happy.
the happy usually listens to the crazy.
Crazy ppl order happy ppl around to make them go crazy,
happy ppl listens to crazy ppl's order while trying to remain happy.
those who can't stand the craziness go crazy.
and those who remain happy in face of all forms of craziness are still crazy.
so after 2 years of relentless training,
only 1 type of ppl successfully remains.
to avoid any unnecessary confusion,
we just call them soldiers.

25th

2007-07-31T00:30:00.000+08:00

Met up with rae yesterday, some big big secrets were uncovered unexpectedly. Was kinda surprised by it, but was far more surprised by the stuffs we shared after that. Tantalising.

Pulled her along later to club at st. james.

bread n grape jam!

at da club

jin

snapped quickly before he couldn't last any longer

Yesterday's music sucks. There's this prob. when the hip hop songs were injected with ranges of typical clubbing beat so much that they become difficult to dance along. I was like dancing a bit and had to stone there and wait for the singers to finish hitting their climax parts before continuing. Others were high la, but it kinda killed my groove to dance along.

And i appreciate the governement's effort to ban smoking in clubs, it's about time.

Bought Ou De Yang's new album, was quite disappointed by the album, only 1 song impressed me, the rest juz slipped past my ears after 1st listening.

Bye Bye.

+"Ou De Yang: Er Ci Gan Mao"+

24th

2007-07-29T00:48:00.000+08:00

How duhx can u get when u see some old auntie uncle always like to piak piak the passenger seat when someone just got up from it? It's like will the seats be cooled down instantaneously?

Seriously, NO!

But it's irritates me when i'm one of the passenger who gets up, they might as well bring a stool along, it'll be the coolest thing on earth within that bare few seconds before their asses heat it up precipitously. ~.~

Next!

metube
Should pics be photoshoped? Thou it makes ur pics look kinda fake, photoshop really helps eliminate those small flaws(if they're really small) sometimes and make them look better.

Imagine:

before photoshoped

after photoshoped
See the difference?!

Oh wait,

there's not much difference, is there?

Tsk, what am i trying to say in the 1st place?

......
......

Oya, i'm cute?

=]

Ok, at least 98.7% can?

Fine make it 97, i'm not giving in already.

Alright, 95%, deal.

And stop showing that -.- expression.

Now let's talk about how i'm so bored now.

Oh i've started already?

Ok, then let's talk more about it.

U know how much does it costs when a minister visits some army camps?

Tentage Red Carpet Skirting and Step: $1500

Stage Red Carpet: $1250

Galvanized Steel Structure White Canvas Tent: $200

Total: $2950.00

So rich, as always. Us, not the government.

And this may be my last entry. =\

But i'm rather fine with it, as long as i get to eat some food left at the end of day, it's quite nice anyway. Minister eating leh, you can't possibly give them cookhouse food ba? O.o

Thanks lots to those who read until here, or just stopped at this line cause u feel guilty for not reading anything that i've written in detail.

As a reward, i shall let u know the cost of a mobile toilet!!!

Yes, a mobile toilet has already evolved into this version, for those oblivious ones. Not the metal one which is rarer to see nowadays, it's not really mobile btw, looks more like a heavy toilet to me.

Anyway, it's $300 per one for rental purpose.

Valuable information ok, for those who plan to have functions alfresco next time. Indoor ones are SO ex nowadays.

But i prefer this kind actually. x]

Byex.

23th prose

2007-07-23T01:23:00.000+08:00

阴风飕刮的黑夜，
吹起无数丝层网的哀愁，
覆盖浑浊沧桑的大地。
灰淡的月光，
凝聚着无穷的寂寞，
无人羡慕的寂寞，
筑起铜墙似的冷魅，
围绕着他，窒息着他。

夜魔降临，他带来黑洞，
吞噬着大地。

夜魔降临，他带来孤寂，

吞噬着他。

他忍受不住了，
却也正等待这一刻。
等矛盾在他内心自我起来，
吞噬那已腐朽不堪的心灵，
便是他反击的最好时机。

莫名的恐慌突然偷袭着他，
却敌不过摧首残心的种种折磨。
谎言，自私，欲望，脆弱,
是十界审判后所下的惩罚，
谁也不能推翻，谁也不能申诉。
但这是他的最后一次机会，
他不能回头，他无法回头。

Sha-Mi-Ki-Hun-Nym-Hya，
他念起被锁魂王禁止的古老魔咒，
大地开始了它的舞祭，
周围的岩石如同腐尸般松动，
他用那布满污垢的双手，
使劲扯断掉那带有锈痕，紧扣住他翅膀锥骨的枷锁。
他大声呐喊，挟带心中悲裂的愤恨，
痛苦的尖叫声穿透整个山洞，
然而回音却是那么地撩人动听，
只因那是他重拥自由的号角。

奋力反抗的勇气，
往往是助长失望萌芽的肥料。
他冲破艰辛难苦，
为的是迎接失忆的入侵，
洗去他累积万年的罪行。
然而破开荒路的结果，
不是炎狱守卫的追杀声，而是天地相连接的虚无，
是绝望的升华，
也是阿米洛赐给逃脱者的终极惩罚。

可能放弃挣扎，
比勇敢承受还来的好点。

但，
凡人他喜怒哀乐的权利，他不愿放弃。
天使她孤单寂寞的永恒，他不屑渴求。

因此他选择重回夜魔的怀抱，
把一切的悲怀感伤，
断续安葬在憔然郁卒下，
祈祷下次归来的感觉，
能够维持地再久一点，
一点就好，他骗他自己。

当眼泪不掉时，
是坚强说服了它。
当他不见踪影时，
会有谁，将取代为下一个他?

Illustration by Gustave Doré

Based on the epic poem Paradise Lost

+ "Vitas: Opera No. 2" +

22th

2007-07-17T00:53:00.000+08:00

2007 Time's top 5 sites we can't live without:

1) Amazon.com

Online auction platform to exercise 1st degree price descrimination.

2) BBC.co.uk

News for intellectual and fools.

3) Citisearch.com

Online directory to the right restaurants, hotels and spas. Related mobile services are also available.

Note: Dun try this if u're living in S'pore, u would find no shit.

4) Craigslist.com

Allows user to post free ads in any practical classification, organised mainly by US locales.

5) Del.icio.us

Place to share links that u find interesting, it's like youtube.com showcasing favourite html links by individuals.

Some rankings of webbies that we locals surf usually:
flickr.com 11th
google.com 12th
youtube.com 15th
wikipedia.org 24th
yahoo.com 25th

Friendster.com was not up on the chart, which i dun find surprising, since it's mainly used by s'poreans, malaysians and philippinos.

2007 Time's top 5 sites we might die having

1) eHarmony.com

Online matchmaking website., with 16 000 couples married as claimed by it.

What they say:
Computerised matchmaker, with 436 compataibility qns and premium charges of $26-$60 per month, and they may classfy you as unmatchable. Tedious, mechanical, and anti-gays.

Wat i say:
Try friendster.com, it's much more simpler, and it's free.

2) Evite.com

Online platform for sending out all sorts of invitations and greetings, including bikini rides, foam parties n ur everyday sex.

What they say:
Praiseworthy concept, but ads are intrusive, user-navigation is slow and adaptation to web fashion is negligible.

Wat i say:
Simple is blessed, use sms.

3) Meez.com

Create your virtual profile, animated.

What they say:
Annoying sites when creating profile, inbox tends to be clogged up by unnecessary bits. Smiley central which provides tons of cute creatures to decorate your messages cringes you. In summary, it's a com. slower website.

Wat i say:
The fun part seems to lie on creating the character only, you can't do much with ur creation, so it sucks after that.

4) Myspace.com

Popular social networking website.

What they say:
Sucky page design, and the website has infested with spates of marketers, spammers n opportunists using fake profiles, with bait-and-switch methods like "Want A? Do B 1st!" to achieve advertorial objectives.

Wat i say:
I'm superficial, the url name just irks me.

5) Secondlife.com

A virtual world where you can create ur characters and live in a world created by u, with 8,100,387 residents living in it now. It even has its own economy operating in the Linden currency.

What they say:
Amazingly slow and difficult to navigate, even with broadband connection. Creating yourself is far more hard than creating babies in reality. And it does not have a progressive learning procedure to get users used to its playing style.

Wat i say:
Reminds mi of sims, but i prefer final fantasy, life in reality is quite enough already.

Tat's all, jya ne.

I couldn't even say i love u in front of ur face..

21th

2007-07-13T02:37:00.000+08:00

Xiao class outing, after much hassle.

Went to east coast park for cycling, bought yf's cake in advance for her b.day, but she didn't like the flavour, argh. x{

birthday girl

messy

glyn, jun hao, yan long, yan fang, yee wen

pinkish bicycle

mi & yf

@ bedok jetty

panda

egg

frog style

look sleepy in here

leaving

accidents do happen

sth's calling mi..

hee

Cyndi's new album is nice!

She's got a great voice, especially her rather big mouth which adds a bonus in amplifying her vocals, hehx.

But her marketing image is still vile as usual. I realli do hope that her recording company come to their senses that cyndi's really NOT that young anymore, and start reinventing her style. Fancy putting antlers on her head in her last album, aiyo.

+ "Cyndi Wang: Wo He Ni" +

20th

2007-07-10T00:19:00.000+08:00

Yosh, com. fixed and upgraded!

+512mb ram =]
+new cpu fan =]

-100+ bucks X[

+ "Sophie Ellis-Bextor: Me and My Imagination" +

19th

2007-07-03T01:08:00.000+08:00

Was in a bad mood today, so called lh out for some indulgent eating therapy. Jalan-ed to Odeon tower with the intention of eating japanese buffet at the restaurant there, but the cost of $30++ per head was so O-O for us that we decided to postpone that 1st and head for cheaper Yuki no Yaki for buffet dinner..

And began eating lo.

Some dining sights:

the slow soup that boiled after us

prawn prawn prawn

accompanied by the prawn glutton queen

the oyster mushroom suddenly revealed its true form!

and proceeds to carry out its lascivious act

ahm, tat's fast

but not fast enuff

stir-fried ice-cream

this green tea, not wasabi

lh

i hate organizing outings which are >3ppl.

i hate ppl asking me for opinions and expect only those that they accept.

i hate being alright with things that flow naturally, and being afraid at the same time.

Whatever. Byex.

17th

2007-06-28T03:16:00.001+08:00

Security setup records teen sexually abusing barn horse

By Gwyneth Gibby Gazette-Times Reporter

A Corvallis teenager is facing charges of burglary and sexual abuse of an animal after being arrested last week at a barn in northeast Corvallis.

The teenager, 17 at the time of his arrest, was arrested by Deputy Randy Hiner and Corvallis Police Officer Jason Harvey at the barn in the 4000 block of Northeast Minnesota Avenue at about 2:30 a.m. on June 7.

The owners of the property had reported assaults on the horse before, once on July 30, 2006, and again on Feb. 9 of this year. After the July incident, the owners noticed the halter of their mare had been moved. So the owners installed a video surveillance camera inside the barn.

In February 2007, the owners again noticed a halter and some food dishes had been moved in the barn. When they checked the video from the surveillance camera, they saw a male who they estimated being between 16 and 18 years old, sexually assaulting the horse. He wore a jacket and long pants and a baseball cap. They were not able to identify the suspect from the video.

Deputy Clay Stephens, who viewed the video, said the youth seemed very practiced, not hurried but not wasting any time. Stephens said he seemed to be following a “very concise, deliberate, well-thought-out plan.”

After the February incident, the owners installed a silent alarm on the barn. On June 7, at around 2:30 a.m., the alarm sounded in the house. The owners looked at the video monitor and saw the suspect preparing to assault the horse. They called the sheriff’s office. The suspect had gotten into the locked barn by squeezing behind one panel of a sliding door

The suspect was charged with second degree burglary, a Class C felony, and sexual abuse of an animal, a Class A misdemeanor. He was taken to the Linn-Benton Detention Center where he was arraigned and released later the same day. His next court appearance is a hearing June 20.

Honestly, i was amused by how he was described as an adroit player in that wierd game of his. And i'm rather interested in knowing how long, how and what methods did he employ to satisfy his uncanny desire. =D

This is what psychologists call Zoosexuality, or the affinity or sexual attraction by a human to a non-human animal. While Zoophilia means roughly the same, the former involves a more physically intimate element, compared to affective closeness based on pure emotions and love. In short, a zoophilic and zoosexual person can be liken to a platonic lover and horny bastard respectively.

With regards to this kind of unorthodox interest, severe criticisms have surfaced from every spectrum covering the basic tenets of social science, religion and ethics, with an overwhelming number in opposition to these unnatural acts, naturally.

An interesting point to note however, there have been views concerning whether zoosexuality should be classified along the same line of discrimination as other social prejudices such as homosexuality or issues that jangle against our fundamental virtues. After all, they set other people's eyes rolling, they have to do it secretly, and they couldn't boast their achievements around except among themselves.
SO, if the above assumption holds true, it implies that if countries begin to decriminalize and embrace homosexuality as a social norm en masse, the female animals will have something to fret about seriously.
Bona fide doggy style:

Spanaway Man Accused Of Having Sex With Dog

PIERCE COUNTY, Wash. -- A man accused of having sex with the family dog has been charged under the state's new animal cruelty law, which makes bestiality a felony, a prosecutor said.

Michael Patrick McPhail, 26, of nearby Spanaway, pleaded not guilty Thursday to one count of first-degree animal cruelty in Pierce County Superior Court.

Assistant Pierce County Prosecutor Karen Watson said McPhail was the first person in Pierce County to be charged with the new bestiality offense.

She said the dog was taken by animal control.

McPhail posted $20,000 bail on Friday.

Judge Katherine Stolz has set a trial date of Dec. 11.

McPhail's wife told investigators that she found her husband on their back porch Wednesday night having intercourse with their 4-year-old female pit bull terrier, the Pierce County sheriff's office report said. The dog was squealing and crying, according to charging papers.

The woman took photos with her cell phone and called the sheriff's office.

Calls to McPhail's public defender, David Katayama, were not immediately returned Friday.
The bestiality law, which took effect in June, was prompted by a case near Enumclaw in which a Seattle man died after having sex with a horse. Before the law was enacted, Washington was one of 14 states where bestiality had not been explicitly prohibited.
And if you're wondering what a pit bull terrier looks like:

I was hoping to see the picture of his wife actually, curious to find out is she really that sexually unappealing that the man had no choice but to make do with their dog. *frowns*

Nonetheless, i very detest these people actually.

To probe the intrinsic reasons that caused them to harbour such gauche intention is absolutely unnecessary. What is ultimately vile is the question of whether we comprehend what goes on in the thinkings of these unintelligible animals. If we couldn't even grasp their thoughts, how are we supposed to know that "hey, i so wanna have sex with you too?" Such is the lack of consensus between two parties that almost is certain can RAPE charges be filed onto these animal abusers. Strange, but justifiable.

Hope these crap crimes were just a few outstanding criminal abnormalities. These animals are already sacrificing themselves for us to a large extent, to put them to such excruciating torture some more would be too....human.

Going velvet underground with lhsy this weekend, hope it's fun. ^

16th

2007-06-25T02:43:00.000+08:00

Found a part time job finally, so life's like quite .................................... for me this week.

It's gd la, can earn some extra cash, but as a result i couldn't pass the violin songs taught to me last week, guess i over-estimated my ability. *sigh*

But nonetheless, some !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! happened.

And it's really !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Never thot it will happen except in my dream.

Never.

Dunno it's good anot, but felt rather happy after that, so let's just see how it goes, let the feeling do the talking, i'm just the listener.

Or am i not?

+ Thousand Years of Love (Innocent Steps OST) +

15th

2007-06-20T05:55:00.000+08:00

Had a bad dream just now, so decided to write sth. (no link la, but dun care)

Time: Mon 4.35a.m. 18th June 2007

"Ok i am PRETENDING to be blogging at this time now when i was actualli dozing off like an exhausted pig alreadi."

Yey! Went k box with wei hao n tiny juz now, they are having their block leaves already, one stays (tiny), the rest out. Good lo they, enjoy life now le.

Had much fun as usual, actualli met up with them quite sometime ago, but felt like nva see them for ages already?

Hehe guess tat's what i call BEST FRENS!!! They disappoint u at times, but...who don't?

=D

14th

2007-06-16T03:30:00.000+08:00

Went to celebrate Zhe Jun's 21st b.day. It's been sometime since we met, so we juz kpo-ed bout everyone's recent conditions, including those who r not there hehx. We bought her a dolphin necklace from perini's silver as she adores dolphin obsessively dunno why.

Went for k-ster, had fun singin together, but fall aslp after sometime, too tired from doing duty the day before i guess. =\

Some pics taken:

smile

king yu & zhe jun

a happie girl indulging herself in convivial hysteria

ahm, still in her own world

hui chun jie singing! (100 yrs difficult to see 1)

Realised the chocolate-flaked cake wasn't pictured down until AFTER we ate it...nvm.

group photo

Sore dake da, Jya ne.

+ "Lisa Ono: Besame Mucho" +

Convicted upon vacuous maledictions,
his silence consents the eventual guilt.
Devil lies not in the words that obscured him,
but those who created them unknowingly, the mouth, the mind, the everything.

13th

2007-06-13T02:23:00.000+08:00

Was revising my jap when i came across tis i nva see before de:

Tsai Wen Shu
is
DRUNK =)
Still claims he is not
Tsk tsk.

LOL it was during our 05A6 class chalet a year plus ago, drank a bit la, but wasn't realli drunk la, oni a bit giddy hehe. Anyway the real drunkard might be the writer herself, since she had to cancel THREE times before writing the correct "cheng qiang" de "cheng", right glyn? XD

Was video-cliped down at that time also, but wun post up la, damn unglam.

Anyway, it TOTALLY sucks to have so little hair, makes u look like some half-hearted monk pondering whether to "chu jia" or not. I'd rather turn my head into a sweat collectin bowl if i'm allowed to grow long hair than to feel a cooling sensation of wind swirling up there.

So those who have, congrats.
Those who dun, i'm in absolute empathy with u.
Those who are losing it soon...=]

Oya, buaix.

12th

2007-06-09T01:41:00.000+08:00

They say every parent is a pain in the ass, i finally felt it hard in mine.

And my ass still hurts.

12th

2007-06-06T02:09:00.000+08:00

Taiyo no Uta (Song of the Sun) toks about a girl called Kaoru Amane (YUI) who suffers from a fatal illness that forbids her to be exposed to sunlight. While she falls in love with
a surfer boy Fujishiro Kouji (Takashi Tsukamoto) whom she sees thru the window every morning, she's determined to live on and realise her dream for her loved one.

A touchin hometown love story, enjoyed it much.

Btw,

i luv YUI Chan! Especially her voice, damn birdie cute. ^

+ Now playing: "YUI: Goodbye Days" (Taiyo no Uta OST) +

10th

2007-06-02T05:05:00.000+08:00

Came across a blog with some grotesque pics, or pics of acts of grotesque.

Group of ppl in IRAN ready a boy's arm to be broken by the wheel of a car, as he was caught for stealing....bread...

yes, dotz...damn fuckin dotz.

Now, some of u can never muse out a reason for these acts of absurdity still carried out in the 21th century world today. Driven by the radical islamic codes that still constitute the modus operandi of Islamic fundamentalists in the world today, it seems to mi that the only country as a whole that still faithfully upholds the law codified by the teachings of Quran; equvalent to that of the Bible, would be Iran itself. Far from considering the fact why the boy stole the bread, they juz executed the punishment in accordance with the Islamic law.

Justification for the hostile approach of US towards Iran? Not really.

In the course of human development, there are bound to be certain individuals or groups being left behind, still maintaining those passe values deemed preposterous to the present intellectuals. But what methods do we take to deal with them? War? Maybe, but not necessary. Looking at present situation in Iraq clearly does not elevate our status as being able to change the world into a better place. A forced imposition of our values onto theirs would oni leave us with nothing but chaos. I do believe a 3rd World War will happen thou, fuelled by an uncontrollable rise in global population due to, ironically speaking, humanist education itself.

Briefly speculating:
Humanist Education -> Advocates Human Rights -> Trying to keep everybody alive and those living to live longer-> A surge in global population -> A supply bottleneck of resources further aggrevated by wastages -> Increase in distrust among ppl in the process of securing strategic resources-> War.

Even countries are venturing out to outer space for new grounds of destruction, such as Mars, peace at our time? Shaky.

Nearly every humanistic teaching nowadays envisages the democracy as the root of constructing a nicer world out there, but it's of paramount importance too that one should see whether a country possesses the right conditions to have that kind of political system build upon it. A perfect example would be my country Taiwan, which is still, sadly and shamefully speaking, inextricably stuck in a series of political turmoil, which in the course hinders the country's development. According to the latest report by the American Commerce Chamber, Taiwan is still lagging behind the the asses of the other 3 Asian Tiger's economy, with Singapore leading on the front line, and it's mainly due to western liberal values granted to the ppl that have resulted in the political deadlock endangering the economy. Actually, to mention this example would be an understatement, compared to some other newly independent countries that are busily occupied with blood baths arising from countless civil wars.

What can we do then? Continuous honest dialogue between ppl and most importantly, the level of secular education in the ppl. It's oni then when u will know what he wants, what u want, and work together into achieving at the lowest cost with the highest return.

So if countries yearn no betta of their present situations:

I dun see how 'you and me' can co-exist peacefully as 'us'.

scherzando non grazioso

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南市／家長控訴麥得國際心智研究機構 收費高、行為不當

「頭腦想手強手不疼」 強逼5歲童劈木板

迫童吞火開發心智? 半年30萬

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南市／家長控訴麥得國際心智研究機構　收費高、行為不當

「頭腦想手強手不疼」　強逼5歲童劈木板